Yesterday was such an emotional rollercoster ride for my self. My big brother left on vacation to Nicaragua, taking with him my nephew (his four year old son). When six o'clock came around we said our last good beys to each other, these goodbey's were so much more harder to say, because of the fact of conflicting dates. See my brother dose not return till the 14th, that same date I need to be at my college for check in (HumboldtState), so I need to leave my home for the first time ever in my life, and i don't get to spend the last couple of days I have in Los Angeles, with both my big brother and nephew. When i huge my nephew for the last time before he left, it was so hard not to show that i was crying. I kissed him on his forehead and spoke with a cracked voice, "See you in Octorber papa's." I'm so happy that i am the first in my family to attend a university, but it really an emotional rollercoster when it comes to college. I hope that they are safe and that they enjoy them selves. By the way my brother and I are Mexican, but my brothers baby Moma is Nicaragüense.