#emotional rush

[owlsftw]

Just now I saw a selfie of someone I know standing next to my long-time-celebrity-crush.. I felt like crying and got all watery ;__;

Don't know if I'm overly excited about this or incredibly sad for not being there

[arrowoceanhell]

Telling Me Goodbye

On the morning of A day I should love And the start of the Spring Now my day was snowed in So I rushed you off the phone How should I have known It's the last I'll hear your voice Telling me goodbye Pulling a blanket up to cover everyone All shut out, I was wrapped up in myself And my guilt Now I'm not holding on, but I can't let go Wish my guilt could sit up on a shelf, by itself While I'll rush you off the phone How would I have known It's the last I'll hear your voice Telling me goodbye, goodbye, goodbye Never say goodbye I never should have let you down How am I going to let this go Oh no

[foreverandalwaysvictorious]

Is it possible to love someone you've never even met/probably never have a chance with? I want to believe it is, without seeming creepy, because let's face it, it sounds stalker like.

But when the actions and words of an individual make you fall deeper, what else can you call it, but love? Love has specific feelings that like can not even compare to. If it was just a like of the individual, I wouldn't feel all giddy as the butterflies bubble up inside me. A smile is instantly brought to my face, even if I'm in the worst mood. It's like a spell has been cast over me and I can't break it.

I like it, but the reality of the situation is I'll probably never meet this person and even if I did, it'd be by chance, a short exchange, and nothing else would come from it.

[litrallynononnononono]

Shot in the Dark.

Everything and everyone is against me. Especially the one this post is even about. I'm damn miserable and tearing myself up about it. It's my fault. I should have kept my guard up. It was too hard, you tore down the first barrier and I followed suit. As we got closer, mentally, physically, I know I have to do something about you. But that 'something' is still unknown to me. Let's hope time will tell and distance will be a blessing.

[foreverandalwaysvictorious]

Music has way too much control over my emotions.

[foreverandalwaysvictorious]