Eh! No do dat! Stop doubting yourself!
You already know you are stronger than that. You say your mind is strong. Well not to the mercy of those twisted emotions. F the bullsh*t! I believe there are two ways to react to a situation. You have a choice. You can either be the victor, or the victim.
Naw but forreal. The past is past. We must float on with the consequences of either our choices, or the result of the underlying probability of this universe. There is no way we can rewrite the script. I have discovered that my own flaws are preventing me from fulfilling my lifes purpose.
So I’m just biking home from the library today, pushing my matte black Giant -Escape up Waianuenue Ave. I have a backpack full of newly discovered books, a helmet and shades on, and a pair of gardening gloves acting as biking gloves. I peer though my shades and notice the amount of people waiting around. They’re waiting to get their donated food from the charity. They are people too. But for some reason, I fear the confrontation. I turn my head and continue biking uphill.
I just missed an opportunity to meet someone awesome. Someone with a story. Someone who has the ablity to change the world only if I helped them believe in themselves once again.
Its time I recognize where my selfish energy goes. I now seek to understand before I will try to be understood. That is all.