#enderambles

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I hear there is kagiura discourse???

Where????

(I assume twt. Man I can't even find the kghr ppl there sooo)

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Wait wait wait I'm rereading hirano to kagiura and in like, volume 2, niibashi tries to get kagiura to clarify exactly how he feels about hirano by asking

"do you want to kiss him?"

- from what I can gather, niibashi is asking this to mean like, "are you in this cus of a kind of possessiveness (don't want anyone to take him away) or are you also ok if he theoretically would want stuff like kissing"

Anyways i think this is interesting in the wake of recent hirano revelations and also hirano likely being somewhere on the ace spectrum

[enderfore]

So I'm vibrating very excitedly cus I've finally caught up w the htk chapters (took a break cus schl)

And i wanna make another timeline for them cus WDYM ITS THE SAME SPORTS FEST. They both had pretty big stuff happen ON THE SAME DAY WKBDKAO

(iirc hirano and kagi have that small convo, then the sasaki confession happens (or they happen at the same time), then hirano finds sasaki after said confession, and then htk dorm scene)

Anyways with the crazy new updates regarding info on their relationship I wanna redo a timeline of sasaki to miyano and hirano to kagiura, with screenshots of the manga to explain which bit.

I know other timelines have been done before I just need a visual version. also I need to channel this excitement...

timeline?

yes

no

who are u (see results) (i made a timeline back in 2022)

Voting ended onJul 3, 2025

Pls be nice i am small

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Never actually fully read or watched hp other than the 1st and 3rd movies and like

Seriously there are so many better ways to depict the house elves from what I've understood?? Simplest option is to either commit to them being basically like ppl and get freed OR make them magic creatures who enjoy their work and its Specifically the bad guys who dont pay them or give them nice clothes or whatever. That easy. No need for a brief and then dropped activist subplot ??

I mean another option is to like. Expand on the idea of figuring out activism as a 16 yr old who's being laughed at and the people they want to help dont want it yet like that could be interesting but not what was done.... and I dont think it should've been there if That Person wasn't going to commit to somthing idk

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Sometimes I have to bitch to my mom about life to knock myself in the head that yeah I am being lazy here and hence dealing with the consequences

It's also why, despite several neurodivergent people having asked if I was also one, I dont really want to get anything officially diagnosed. If i start on the process I know myself well enough to start believing I have some.form of executive disfunction while waiting and I have to belive it enough to even both with the process. And if I do actually have something then Im going to use it to excuse my lazy ass which I shouldn't do and ugh fucking hell

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Sometimes my page gets flooded w someone's i follows like. Very angry stuff and I wonder WHY DO I FOLLOW U????

And then it's check their page and I Still Do Not Know. I think i hit it by accident. Bye bye

One need not leave things they dislike with them : )

[enderfore]

The summer Hikaru died seems right up my alley on the tragic boys yearning with horrible things happening front. But augdksks I'm bad w horror...gonna need to watch a reaction video to gage ig

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Occasionally I rmbr to sort through my followers to check for bots and in the process wonder how tf some of yall are following me. Why.

Also why I may end up blocking someone.... if I think theyre a bot and ur not um. Sorry