Do you think you'll actually ever get to cum again? Even if your denial is never officially made permanent it seems so easy for it to just keep getting further and further away. Think about that orgasm day for comfort during the hard times all you want, but I think we both know it's just a dream
I don't think so.. or if so it should be for some big celebration for my last orgasm ya know? If one day they can give my little clit a shot so I can never have an orgasm again. It just numbs me and keeps me right at that forever edge tipping point. As close as you can possibly get to an orgasm without ever actually coming over that ledge. Give me one nice big orgasm... edge me right up until my next one. Explain I'll get to cum so much now and then right as I'm reaching that peak give me the shot so I'm trapped forever. Then I think I'll want to cum. But until such a shot exists I think I'm okay being on denial.
