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We had to sacrifice Jayvik to get confirmed old man yaoi, equivalent exchange I guess I’m not mad
Ah, another day of feeling that weird, lopsided “something isn’t right” feeling 24/7 with no apparent end
An incredible gift given to me yesterday for my birthday. 1909 1st edition, and a note that made me cry. It's very fragile but I'm excited to read it
I know I'm just crashing from the high of such a good weekend, but my god I got slamdunked into the BIG sad zone
Endo I'm on my knees I'm pleading tell me abt alphabell I'll owe you everything
Oh sweet anon 😌 they are everything to me lol
Theyre in love, they hate each other, they're married, they're twice divorced, they're cosmically intertwined, they're both black holes trying to rip the universe apart, do you feel me???
But so basically my brain went full force on the headcanons with these guys. Somewhere in an ask I think I talked a bit about what's going on with Bell in my headcanons, but to boil it all down sorta quickly: both Alpha and Bell are both extremely old ghouls, like Omega, and thusly are tied to a much older, sacred power. Before their time serving as ghouls to the clergy, they'd been at the top of the food chain for lack of a better word in the pit, both were incredibly power hungry and seeking ultimate control. For a time they were partners, then lovers, and intertwined their power to achieve their shared goals.
Bell became particularly ruthless and impulsive and after some time, a plot to destroy him was set into motion, one that Alpha was made instrumental in. Without going too deep into all my bullshit, Bell was essentially stripped entirely of his power, memories, etc and left as a husk of what he was. He has fits of memories, feels he's lost something and is always searching for that piece. He can't recall who or what he was exactly, doesn't quite remember what he even looked like, or anything about how powerful he was/almost was.
Alpha remembers it all though. He avoided punishment for his own crimes by assisting in the take down of Bell. They're still bound though, and Alpha watches from afar and tries not to think too hard about what they once were.
Give me strength to get over the shame, guilt and self hatred for having to call out of work 2 days in a row during mandatory OT because of illness/insane migraines the past 2 days
Tell us about The Creechur, Endo. Tell us about my weird boy.
I assume you mean our fav creechur CowBell 😈❤️❤️
How I feel about this character: endlessly inspired tbh, was instantly obsessed with Bell when I saw that one clip of him lol, his body language and weirdness bewitched me and the characterization and headcanons wrote themselves pretty much. I really love Bell, he’s very different from characterizations I usually come up with, and I always have a lot of fun when I’m working with him.
All the people I ship romantically with this character: really just Alpha. One day I want to get into my dramatic Alpha/Bell lore because it exists and takes up much of my brain power haha also I have a lot of art I want to do of them. But theirs is a complicated story fraught with betrayal, madness, denial, deception, desperation and all that fun stuff. They’re a cosmic horror honestly and their love is a cursed thing that cannot exist. But boy what a story, one for the ages really.
My non-romantic OTP for this character: I don’t really have one! He’s sort of loathed by all in my headcanons lol and those who don’t loathe him are wary of him. As I mentioned in my Rain post, I do think Rain would seek him out for guidance or teachings that he couldn’t get out of anyone else, because Bell is old as fuck and tied more closely with the sort of ancient power that Rain is after, but Bell is also fractured mentally, so it would be a chaotic mentorship.
My unpopular opinion about this character: my general characterization of him seems to be pretty far off from how the rest of the fandom perceives him, so I’d say most of my takes are unpopular lol but I guess it’s mostly just that I have built up a story about him in my lore that involves him having been a serious threat and great power that needed to be destroyed and thusly was reduced down to basically a nobody who can’t even remember his own face. My imagination really went wild with Bell haha
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon. Since there isn’t really a canon in ghost I guess all I can say is that i wish we had gotten more of him 😭
I mean, I gotta ask about Rain.
Naturally!! 😌💕
How I feel about this character: HEART EYES. Everyone knows I’m THE Rain bitch, lol, and it really is true. I love him, and he gives me like an endless supply of inspiration. When I first started getting into the band and lurking on the fandom I was so instantly captured by Rain and the potential of his character mostly due to just body language lol, I talk about it a lot but there’s a really interesting duality with Rain of strength and vulnerability that I find truly fascinating and I was eager to sink my creative claws into it. Also, as a bass player myself it’s only natural I pick favorites haha
All the people I ship romantically with this character: ooof well, as it is Ghost, pretty much anything goes lol but my main ones are Swiss, Mountain and Dew in that order lol I love the different sides that each of those characters bring out of him, and I have a lot of specific stories or headcanons built up around each of those relationships. I also love the toxic shit show that is my hate/obsession Ifrit/Rain dynamic. Not exactly romantic but they both wanna impress each other so bad it makes them look stupid.
My non-romantic OTP for this character: Cirrus! I think they’d make a really deadly duo and i also imagine that they share similar ambitions and aspirations. In many of my headcanons or aus they are competitive best friends, always pushing each other to the next limit but there for each other in any situation. 10/10 would hide a body together. I also think Rain would be fascinated by Cowbell and Alpha, at least as they are in my aus and hc’s. I think he would seek their guidance on certain things, ask to be taught things others wouldn’t teach him, etc.
My unpopular opinion about this character: its probably not exactly unpopular, but I tend to lean way more into the headcanons that’s he’s self obsessed, and very ambitious. I think he’s a secret keeper and maybe a bit of a liar, that he schemes and considers himself slightly outside of the pack, sometimes out of arrogance and sometimes because he feels like an imposter. I think he thinks a great deal about the temporary state of things and wants to be ready for the next thing, and because of that he’s bolder than the rest of them, but in a quiet unassuming kind of way if that makes sense
I could go on and on lol but yes Rain is my bby girl, so much love for my weird wet boy