Anyone else? #hopefullyhelps How I feel inside. Can I just crawl up into a ball and sleep for days? Please and thanks. D': My soon to be exhusband's birthday is tomorrow and I'm dying inside. I was so happy and excited to finally find a best friend to spend all of our birthdays together and having a blast, but I guess God has different plans and people have free-will... <-ugh ....#sotoday I cope by drawing and coloring privately and take pictures of our kitty, our kitty part of the reason this is so hard. Everything reminds me of him. Still haven't cleared out anything or put any of the wedding things away. How does anyone deal with this? Like seriously. My heart hurts so much. I put my all and everything I could and had into this relationship and now all I have energy for is tiny tasks PT/OT which I have tomorrow. I cannot deal with this. #cuesobstory #endselfishrant #missyou #myhusband #hisbirthday #tomorrow #busy #lifesucksrightnow #maybethiswillhelpsomeoneelse #hope #GodsGlory #Godsworkinginme #Icannotdoitalone #dontbeafraid #dontstomponyourfresh