It hurts to know that this relationship is only one-sided. I know I made a mistake and I'm still waiting for your forgiveness but honestly, when we are in the same room and I try to hug you, you turn away. When I want to kiss you, you face your cheek to me. When i want to hug you, you don't wrap your arms around me. When I cook for you, you don't taste the love and hard work I put into it. But why am I still pretending that you still love me? Why are you pretending that this relationship will actually work? When I talk to you so sweetly, you respond to a hard and strong tone. You say your not mad but by the look of it, your irritated by me. As if everything about me is makes you sick and want to die. Is this how you see me and will treat me from now on? Is my hardship and effort not enough for you to see me suffer?? Because going like this where I'm trying my best yet you don't show any interest, makes me feel worthless as a person. Because of that I see myself lower than the ground to even hope for something special to happen between us again. Why do I have to go on pretending that this relationship would work when its been hopeless all along? Because I am still hopeful and have faith. But relationships can't be one-sided. If you don't feel the same way then please stop pretending and spare not your heart and life but also mine. You are hurting me more by making me expect when what you can do is break it to me quickly and let me live my life hoping for someone else who can give me the love that I've been longing from you. Please tell me, why do you keep pretending?
