#enemyofthelucii

[enemyofthelucii]

What is Sex to Me:

Most sex for me is just a service. Whether I'm topping or bottoming, I crave serving and making others feel good. Climaxing doesn't matter much to me, but your experience is what I care about.

[enemyofthelucii]

Where did I go?

To be honest, I just got overwhelmed for a while and stuck to other sites such as Onlyfans and FetLife. I stopped OF and went to Fansly. Posted some, but haven't done much. Additionally, life had just become hectic. Had some mental crisises, almost went inpatient but didn't end up needing to go. 2025-2026 is the most S*****l I'd ever been. The ideations are still there every now and then. I was in therapy, left, and am now back again. I attempted college, but I have so much going on I couldn't keep up with it. I'm still wanting FFS surgery and haven't been able to get it. I'm back here now though. Just posting content. Any support, as always, is appreciated.

Also, for transparency: I left kink for now, especially as a Domme. The reason being is people didn't feel safe enough to communicate with me things that had bothered them during scenes. This created trust issues for me, but damage to those people with my actions. While I still don't really know what all was said about what had been done, I'm still trying to take accountability and responsibility for things, hence leaving the scene. I probably will be back at some point, but not as a top or under the identity of a domme. Most of my life, when I look back, my topping has all been a service. I think being submissive is my calling, but one that will be touched on much later in my life.

Anyways, I don't expect people to really read this, but regardless, it's information about me.