This fkn picture
I have a book about the art of the animated film Howl's Moving Castle that I've never really looked at and I've had it for probably 5 years.
I'm moving so I was packing things up when I came across this book and felt a wave of emotion submerge me upon picking it up.
This makes no logical sense. So I opened it up to see this picture. And. Promptly started crying.
I closed the book and put it down. Then I was fine. No more tears.
When hovering my hands over the book a string energy could be felt and when I placed my hand on the cover the feeling was so overwhelming that my eyes would tear up immediately!
Confuzled, I opened to different pages, trying to find the source of this strange emotional madness. I kept finding myself back at the first page with this [inserted picture above of a watercolor piece of Howl and Calcifer] image!
Then it hit me. Howl is pretty. He's so pretty. He dresses somewhat feminine. He is childish. He is adventurous. He is kind and caring.
What hit me was I was crying because I never realized how much I connected with him.
How much.... I wanted to be him.
*Sigh* me and my pretty femboys~ ( ◜‿◝ )♡
