#energytag

[indigoschool]

How would one truly know whether they're empathic, and how would you develop that strength? I've also always seemed to make technology fail around me prematurely, cell phones and music apparatus just die. No more life at all. Computers too. Am I emitting something strong without knowledge? I had an ex once friend tell me I amplify and purify energy, can I test this theory and develop it as well? Very excited to be a part of this.

There are certain things that just let you know that you’re an empath. Empaths usually have such sensitivity to other humans, to their emotions and their energies. I’ve heard empaths say that they can sit in a seat that someone just got up from and feel their energy. Or simple things, like someone randomly comes to your mind all day and you don’t know why, and the next day you hear something about them - maybe they’re looking for your phone number, or they passed away, or something. Or you can feel the sadness of a person who is doing a great job at pretending to be fine. 

As for developing your strength, black tourmaline is a great stone for empaths. Clear quartz as well. Practice on people. Practice reading people’s energies. After someone gets up from a chair or after they let go of something they’ve been holding, sit in the chair or hold on to the thing. Close your eyes and pay attention to the visions/feelings that you get from it. You’re tapping into the person’s energy. Meditate as much as you can. Meditation helps to center your self, and once you center the self it will be easier for you to make use of your ability and increase your sensitivity and discernment of other people’s energy. 

About the technology: that is so amazing! Your frequency is messing with the frequencies of the technology, which means your vibrations are really strong. I’m not sure how you can test/develop this theory without doing what you’ve already done, which is to use technology and test how it reacts to you. To develop it, keep raising your frequency. Keep meditating, keep living in a more positive mindset, keep dwelling in the present moment. I’m excited for you!

[indigoschool]

Lately I have been drawn to people, like wanting human contact more than usual. Not in a like romantic or sexual way but idk like just wanting to be near people and like physically and emotionally "feel" them. not sure what that's all about.

Maybe that’s what you need right now. Maybe the universe is telling you that you need to connect with someone. Maybe your twin flame, if you have one, is near, is longing to connect with you as well. Or maybe one of your soulmates is near and you will be seeing them too. I’ve felt that a lot too during certain periods of my life and I never know how to explain it without people thinking I’m looking for something romantic or sexual. There’s nothing wrong with that, though, if that’s what you’re thinking.

[indigoschool]

I'm am a healer. nursing chose me. Recently my authoritative academia setting is more and more unsettling. I am very different from my colleagues, making my social life difficult. I don't hide my uniqueness, either. I have to finish out school. It'll be better when I'm out, but right now I feel very isolated and hungry for true human connection. I've been having trouble sleeping and eating. I feel like I am not living up to my full potential. Can you help quide me to my next step?

I understand, to a certain extent, what you’re feeling. Sometimes in a setting like this, where you’re under authority in a setting that isn’t 100% conducive to uniqueness or creative expression, you feel alone. You feel like the day-to-day conversations you have with people are not human interaction, but rather a routine that falls in line with the other things you do at school. Talking to people isn’t really talking, and everything feels like it’s moving and going while you’re standing, stagnant, looking for something or someone that’s missing, trying to figure out why you can’t catch up with the pace of everything else. 

I’m not sure if what I described is what you’re feeling, and there’s no way for me to know exactly what your next step is. But what I do know is that the best thing for you right now is to be as introspective as possible. Look into yourself to feed your hunger for human connection. Connect with yourself and Source. Find a way, whether it be through meditation, yoga, or crystals (three cliche but very effective methods), to strengthen your connection to the universe. Even if you don’t do the 3 things I listed, just think about the universe. Sit by yourself and think about the universe, the All, life, everything around you. I’ve found that doing that has helped me connect with Earth and Source much more. Once you do that, you will be filled with love. You’ll find that your connection with the universe makes you feel fulfilled, even more than human connection will. Then, it’ll make connecting with humans easier afterward.

The best thing you can do right now is try to stay positive. Look at every day as a lesson, as a beautiful experience that you can expect anything out of. Remember that you are love, so looking for external sources of love is almost in vain. And please, do not hesitate to come off anon and talk to me. Sometimes you need to connect with people who really care about you, who really have been through similar things and want to help. The Indigo School group chat, if you’re already a member, is full of supportive people. If you want to talk to me directly, just email me ([email protected]).

And don’t forget, putting your feelings out there is sometimes surprisingly effective. I did it once a long time ago (here), and I got so much support that I started to feel a lot better. 

[indigoschool]

This feeling may come from all of the negative events occurring in the world. Every time I hear a bombing, murder, etc. has happened I just want to hide under a rock. I kind of feel like I don't want to claim that I'm from Earth lmao because I'm such a positive person and I'm sure there are other positive and nice people out there( a lot that follow the blog) why can't we all just be together and the bad people some place else. Ugh lol

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I feel tired of being human all the time, that’s not weird at all! When the feeling comes, it’s usually a bit frustrating and overwhelming because not only is it hard to explain to someone without feeling suicidal, but there’s no way to solve it. Then sometimes I get even more annoyed because I’m the only person I know who ever feels it. I especially felt it on Friday with the bombings and attacks that happened. I think it has a lot to do with being an indigo child or star seed in general, we know we’re not from here so at times like this we have a strong desire to go back to our native homes/dimensions. 

Of course, sometimes I feel like I need to gather all the positive people and just run away from the negative, but at heart that’s not what I want to do. I want to help get everyone on a positive vibration, I want to help heal the ones who are corrupt. Or, at least the youth. My main focus is on the youth. We’re the future, so if there are negative people from past generations, fine. We can try to help them, but we really need to focus on ourselves and those coming up next, because everything right now is in our hands.

[indigoschool]

Do you or anyone else ever feel as though they're tired of being human? It sounds "weird" as some people might say, but I feel like I want to exist in another totally different place. Mars, etc. lol

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[indigoschool]

I wanna reconnect and see that there's magic in myself and the world again . How do I do so ?

I don’t have the answer to this question. Honestly. Only you and the Universe can determine that. I can tell you ways to be more open to getting your answer, like meditation (especially outdoors). But as for actually telling you how to see the magic in the world and in you, I don’t know. Everyone’s reconnection is different. 

[indigoschool]

You said not talking to somebody can make you even more disconnected. But, what if you feel even more disconnected by talking to people? You feel talking gets you and the people around more confused, because they can't understand you? It's exhausting

That was how it was for me at first. What I explained before, about how I realized that talking to people is the only way I could feel connected to something, was later on. At the beginning, when I first made attempts, I felt disappointed and hopeless because the people I was talking to just didn’t “get” it. I don’t know, it just felt like they were living these oblivious lives, not really thinking about anything. I felt like there were all these questions and desires in my mind that they didn’t have, and I knew there had to be something wrong with either me or them. 

It is exhausting, but it passes with time. After a while, something changed. I isolated myself because talking to people made me feel even more lonely. IN that isolation, I was literally forced to look into myself and spend more time on myself. This made me more grounded and in touch with myself, so that I was completely revitalized, independent, and ready to attempt to “socialize” again. When I tried again, no one around me was any different, but it didn’t matter to me. I was so okay with who I was and okay with my views that I just let people be who they were. Them not understanding me didn’t affect me, because I didn’t try to get them to understand me. I kept neutral views at all times, I laughed with them, and while around them, I went with the flow. I accepted them for where they are and understood that I’m on a different journey and at a different point in life than they are. Talking to them didn’t make me feel disconnected anymore. 

I’m not telling you what to do, I’m just telling you my experience. With time, if you really try to just look into yourself, you’ll be fine. You will never feel disconnected because of talking to other people, because you’ll always feel connected to yourself and a higher power. Of course, I still have many moments of frustration, but it has gotten much better. I hope something I said made sense to you. 

[indigoschool]

Truth is I do feel disconnected from everyone and feel like I don't fit anywhere. You know that feel of tiredness from being a human? It's like there's always something missing.

TIREDNESS FROM BEING A HUMAN. 

YES. 

I feel that all the time. Sometimes I just start to feel really exhausted, or restless, or frustrated, and there’s no other way to explain it than to say that I’m literally tired of being human. Sometimes it makes me feel a strong desire to no longer exist. And I never feel suicidal, I just feel like I would love for there to be a way that I could take a break from this existence. At least for a little while. 

I do sometimes feel like there’s something missing, as I ranted about a while ago in this post. 

The best thing I can tell you for being disconnected from others is to find a balance. Try to talk to more people, because not talking to anyone only continues to make you feel disconnected. Try to make friends and encourage conversations as much as possible. For a while I felt disconnected from everyone, but then I realized that if I isolated myself from the people around me, I would continue to feel that way. 

But the balance you also have to find is to realize that you’re not alone. You don’t need to fit anywhere, because you fit with yourself. You are the best company for yourself. Learn to have fun by yourself, to love the little things about yourself, to make yourself laugh, to explore who you really are. I had to learn this as well, and finding a balance between the two is the best feeling I’ve ever had. 

Also keep in mind that this is very temporary. Life moves in cycles; soon you won’t be feeling the way you do, I promise.