Taeyang's P.O.V
I sat up back on bed, facing my back towards naked body of (Y/N)... one more sex.. once more I didn't tell her how I really feel about her. I put on my shirt and rubbed my neck ''It was good right?'' I asked. She nodded and sat up,kissing my neck softly ''You were amazing Tae..'' she grinned,putting her chin on my shoulder ''you don't seem okay? is everything okay?'' she asked.
I nodded quickly ''Yes sure..'' I chuckled nervously ''why shouldn't it be?'' I said and stood up,going over in bathroom.
''You want coffee,tea?'' she asked,coming to bathroom to take new panties and put on bath robe. I nodded, splashing some water on my face and looking in mirror. She came behind me hugging me from behind.
''You sure everything is okay?'' she asked once more. I turned to face her and wrapped my arms around her waist,forcing a smile on my face ''Why wouldn't I be okay (y/n)?'' I asked. She shrugged,leaning in and kissing me peck on lips ''What do you want,tea or coffee?''
''Coffee'' I smiled and kissed her forehead ''I'll go get dressed cos I have to go after it..and your boyfriend might come..'' I smirked. She rolled eyes ''So what?'' she giggled ''besides we're just sitting and drinking coffee now, we're not having sex or anything so he catches us..''
I sighed ''And you're in your bathrobe and I'm currently in my boxers, right..'' I laughed. She rolled eyes,mimicked me while she was walking out of bathroom and going over to kitchen.
''Dong Youngbae, you have to tell her now..now or never.. maybe she feels the same?'' I whispered to myself while I was dressing up ''Nah,she isn't..she has boyfriend..''
That she's cheating on I thought. ''Never mind,he's still her boyfriend and she loves him..''
But you have to tell her, you can't keep just being her fuck buddy.
''Fine,fine I will tell her..''
I walked out of bedroom and went into kitchen where she was standing, making us coffee,dancing to music that she played on phone. I leaned on door frame and watched her. Her body was so beautiful ,her hair rasied in small,messy bum. I liked her like this the most. As soon as song finished I clapped and started whistling ''Whoooa, well donee...'' I smiled,coming to her. ''You are amazing babe..'' I smiled,kissing her softly. She kissed me back, wrapping her arms around me. I closed my eyes and leaned onto her,pressing her against the counter,resting my palms on it. She moved her hands more and more up until it got to my head, cupping my cheeks.
She spontaniously opened her mouth and my tongue fought it's way in,batteling with hers. She moaned softly and I lifted her up,sitting her on counter. She spread her legs and I walked in between them, continuing to kiss. I could hear water boiling but I couldn't care less to turn it off or move it, I just wanted to kiss her and touch her. She pulled away slowly,looking me in eyes then leaning in kissing my neck and jaw.
I tilted my head back,groaning softly ''Fuck I love you so much..'' I mumbled. Idiot, I didn't mean it to tell her like that...
She pulled away and pouted ''What did you say Youngbae?'' she asked seriously. Youngbae-she never calls me like that..
''I uh...I just..'' I mumbled, licking my lips that became dry so fast ''I love you..'' I sighed and looked down ''and I love you since we started all this... friend's with benefits thing I just never had guts to tell you..'' I started.
''Tae..'' she said. ''And I know what will happen now so I might just walk out of here alone, you don't have to tell me..'' I continued. ''Tae..'' she said again, little louder.
''Please you don't have to say anything..'' I started again but she cut me of ''Dong Youngbae,will you ever stop talking?!'' she asked, cupping my face. ''I love you too idiot..'' she grinned.
I looked her in eyes in disbelief ''Really?'' I asked,raising my eyebrow. She nodded and kissed me again. I felt butterflies in my stomach and I grinned like idiot. I hugged her to me kissing her again. I can't believe I did this in most unproffessional way and I got away with it. Even better, she loves me too.
This is like best day ever I thought.
