#ent asks

[our-queer-experience]

This is a vent ask, sorry. Been having Feelings and sometimes find it easier to process when I can abstract them into something more poetic.

boots.

i was given a pair of new leather boots at 13

they are pretty. good quality. didnt fit right

i was told they’ll wear in

break them in

wear them often

you’ll see, they’ll fit like a glove soon

i am 24

the boots are still pretty. still good quality

still don’t fit right

pinching, rubbing

too tight

leaving blisters

im told they’re enviable

i should be proud of them

they’re gorgeous god i wish i could have boots like that i used to have boots like that and they really don’t look that great anymore aren’t you LUCKY to have boots like that

boots i wish i could take off

boots that rub and ache and make walking difficult

i am lucky to have them

fortunate to have them

why do i complain of blisters? there are no blisters. you’re fine. get up, keep walking

they’re pretty boots. they’re just not mine. on any other person they’d be perfect

the boots aren’t mine

my body isn’t mine.

get up. be glad. keep walking.

-🎈🐝

🫂

[winterrose42]

purble teal and periwinkle my dear

Hcbxjdn get yourself a heckin pool noodle let's go!!! Put that on the agenda for when I come visit lmao.

Aww you're so sweet if you wanted me to I promise I'd be very professional and depending on what it's for I'll only yell a little bit.

^\\\\^ the feeling is very mutual if i saw you in public whatever i was doing previously would immediately go out the window and hopefully I wouldn't run into anything trying to figure out how and why the sun became a person and decided to walk around.

[winterrose42]

random question : what are some of your playlist titles?

? Hm, I don't have that many and I'll assume you mean from spotify so lemme see-

Currently I have Hell Yeah, Calm and Sad, Loud, Cheese and Overgrown Metal

[winterrose42]

Mulberry, lightning, needle, roof and clementine bestie. 🖤

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 you're very sweet and I am the entire heckin salad thank you for noticing XD. Also I just jdvxjdjdn- i don't know what I did either but knowing me it was probably for trespassing onto someones property chasing a fcking bug. Which i definitely have not done and almost got caught for before and definitely did not get a brick thrown at me with threats to call the cops. A bit overboard I'd say but the cricket was heckin huge and i didnt notice how far i walked oops.