#entity tag

[theboykingofhell]

can i just talk about for a second how god cursed me to have the soul of a sex demon and how i will probably never EVER meet ANybody with my stamina and it’s AWFUL

[thedevilpossessed]

i HATE being hypersexuality it ruins every part of my identity how am i supposed to be gay if i’m falling into bed with girls all the time HOW am i supposed to pretend to be bi as if i don’t solely hook up with the opposite gender when im drunk and impulsive HOW can i even CLAIM to be a man when i spend all my time mimicking every sexualized piece i could see getting forced onto every girl i know GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO RULED BY SEX AND IT NEVER STOPS

[thedevilpossessed]

i just have this shitty vagueness about me that men love... i never say yes or no to things i just kind of smile and nod and say maybe and look very very pretty doing it...  and then they can do whatever they want with me and i just keep smiling and looking pretty... because i’m not real and never was

[theboykingofhell]

i dont think i even know how to be myself around men anymore tbh. it’s been like this for a long while now but there’s this automatic switch that gets hit the second sex enters our relationship where i just. can’t be a person anymore and can only be this presence that only exists to get them off and get them off fast and get them off good and i’m just lost in it. and just delaying it does nothing because i can’t be around men without waiting for the opportunity to transform into That. and it’s hard to say i hate it because that presence exists to be worshipped and loved for being what it is. and there’s a satisfaction in filling that role and filling it well. and it’s something that feels just welded to my identity and it feels impossible to ever be seperated from it and it’s something that honestly just violently messes with every friendship i’ve had and it sucks because it really does feel like this power that i’ve been cursed with and that it’s something that i do that just forces this spell on everyone around me and idk what to do about it HAHA

[imperox]

You know i had to do it to em ♫

send me a ♫ for a playlist based on our muses’ relationship.

Gates to the Unknown.

White Noise.

Body.

Dirge. ( Everything is Over Now. )

The World That Never Was.

Voice.

[theboykingofhell]