Entry 004 - An Odd Compelling to Understand
To be fair, I do not usually spend my time posting at these times. This is because I’m usually too busy testing. But with the NightLeaf project out being put on hiatus because of the Eclipse Showdowns, which the youngest won, I have more time that they would’ve occupied now.
Today, I kind of started to notice things about the questions I asked about the contestants in the show I cohost, SOPI. I usually ask things to gain knowledge, or for my useless begging of radiation. I’ve always dabbled lightly into the knowledge of the things I work on, but never, outside of an experiment, have I wanted to know so much about something.
I’ve never been that interested in what is a philosophy known as “Stoneism”, which gets its name for the legendary poet of another universe known as Stone, who supposedly had more knowledge than anyone in any other universe has had and likely ever will have. It’s about obtaining as much knowledge as possible, and while I do fit under a few of the teachings, I’ve never truly been compelled to it. I don’t think this is why though.
I’ve heard stories about species from the same universe of my Object of Origin, the face of a Notail. I’ve heard of draconic figures that at some point would either obtain divine enlightenment, or fall to becoming corrupted, massive beasts. I think I have a tiny bit in common with them, even if we share nothing DNA wise. It’s an odd feeling, honestly.
I feel like this is some random thoughts, but I would like to state that no subjects have killed me yet! Although I would say some of them have come quite close with that one…
