#entry log

[flash-and-abel]

Worries

These Nightmares, i still have them rarely. Changed mostly with other Nightmares , who came from my rising fears. And hope by the gods of this Multiverse, that never any of them come true. Even years later i still fearing these evil alternated beings of the family, friends or people i know. My methods of being nice not always fruited to these. Many are behind of broken, not able more to come there normal Senses. Grieving for get higher and higher LVs to be the strongest. To being the ruler of this world or destroying everything for their own entertainment. What ever happen in their timelines, their Universes...to become like this...I wonder what would had happened if there was a person for them to give them comfort and hope? Would that stopped their action? Or was still unchangeable the fate for them? Yet...even i starting to remember - no more like memory pieces from a another timeline me - the Genocide timelines. How our live could have ended. But still, while i'm searching endlessly my home timeline, wouldn't it the best on this way try to help the broken people to save them before they turn to a point that they can't be save again? That there is no returning point to settle down in piece? Oh i really wish to never need again to attack other to save my own or my closets peoples life.

~ Flash, between dated Entry 225 and Entry 1034

[neirumilysor]

Entry Log #17.5

[anaetudes]

20200110 //14:51

so today i opened my uni platform to check on my grades and it turns out that i passed all my subjects this semester and with good grades!! This means that i successfully finished my 1st semester in uni and that i won’t need to do any exams :’))) i am super proud of myself because i thought that adapting to the uni world would be way harder and that this semester i wouldn’t have wonderful grades because of that but everything is going wonders!!!

i hope everything is okay with you and good luck for your exams if you have any!! you’ve got this! <3

[onebadpunchline]

Data Log. Entry 6.

Translation Complete

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The child has no name.

At least, they don’t have a name that they can agree on.

When I asked the child for their name, they became greatly troubled and begun muttering to themselves.

Their eyes glazed over, and they begun to tug at their hair again. Amongst the intelligible rambling, I was able to discern a few words.

“...risk.....char.....char...is....”

I’m no expert in typical human names, but I did manage to find an old book detailing human name selections. I was able to find a close option to the child’s muttering.

Kris.

I presented this option to the child. The child merely stared at me, eyes still partially glazed.

They merely nodded their head, muttering, “That’ll do.”

It wasn’t comforting in the slightest. However, I do now have a name to call the child. On this instance, I must agree with the child.

Kris will do just fine.

[christophergist]

Day 68

It appears to be that my misjudgment has caused an awful predicament. The Captain and I have tracked the bear successfully but I cannot say that the end of the hunt was much of a success. The bear is dead, that is true, but the Captain’s shoulder has been done in. He also appears to have a limp and has needed Jack to support him on our way back. I do not know what to tell the Colonel. Or better yet, I don’t know how to tell the Colonel.

[esximo]

28/04/2017

Entry Log: 1 (I need to vent but i dont want to bother my friends with this shit, so I’ll vent on here. I should probs see a therapist or something one day lmao. Feel free to ignore this btw)

Today started off bad when I realised what the date was. Today is.. or was.. my dad’s birthday. I would have called him and wished him a happy birthday, asked what the plans for his day were, that I’d come visit him over the mid-year break. Tell him about my experiences at uni so far, the new friends I’ve made, the girl I like, the kind of classes i have and which ones are my favourite.

But he.. passed away a few days after christmas last year. I thought of ringing him up on xmas day to say “merry christmas” and ask him how he was doing. “I’ll do it later” i’d tell myself.. but i didnt. Now I’ll always be left wondering “what if I had just called him” maybe he wouldn’t have done it. Also, I haven’t even grieved properly yet and tbvh im actually quite scared to so im trying to avoid it. For a while christmas has been a rather dull time for me.. but now.. now I dont want december to come at all. Maybe if I’m lucky i’ll somehow die before then coz god knows i dont deserve to be here tbh

Well I managed to avoid having a breakdown this morning and uni has been a good distraction today.. but tonight I’ll be home alone and its only a matter of time before I have a breakdown heck i almost did on the train ride home lmao tonights gonna be a long night

To my dad: I love you, i miss you, and im sorry

[carlyraejepsans]

i can't believe i ever called myself an orv fan. "why are water and darkness such tightly knit motifs in deltarune" ink. it's fucking ink. the stuff you write stories with. creativity, imagination, dream put to paper, the tangible quantification of storytelling. liquid darkness. how the fuck didn't i put the two together, they should pelt me with tomatoes in the streets

[carlyraejepsans]

i feel a little awkward when people ask me what i think will happen after deltarune ends, or when the fun gang grows up or stuff like that. brother i think deltarune is gonna make mother 3's ending screen look like baby talk. i think reality itself is getting rewritten. i think our free will and creativity, transformative works and fiction inspired by the game will be doylistically acknowledged by the metanarrative thesis and possibly play a part in the concept of a "neverending night" and how susie gets to write a story that "doesn't have an ending". i have no idea how that's even going to be executed, least of all what the aftermath will look like. it's gonna be fucking insane.

but yeah i can see ralsei starting estrogen