@envenenna // continued.
"I genuinely want to know, swearzies pinkie promise cross my heart" Daniel responded and he supposed being a rather known concert pianist Luis might be used to being humored a lot, a fair few sycophants as well just saying things they thought the musician wanted to hear. "What can I say maybe I am naive. Maybe I am fishing to find out if you're attached, you'll never truly know, maybe it's a mixture of collum a and a little bit of collum b" the journalist lightly deflected the accusing chastisation of his foolishness to wonder if it was about a lover.
It was easy to listen to the pianist explain away such heavy subjects, and they were very heavy. He wondered if Luis was asked such a thing a lot so he was used to answering it both so professionally but also making it seem as if he was laying his heart on the table for his art. Daniel would take all of that in with that quiet, almost unnervingly attentive way he has — the way that makes people feel both seen and slightly exposed and when he finally would answer it would be with that blend of dry wit and genuine empathy he can never quite hide.
"More sense than you probably intended I suspect" Daniel answered, leaning back just a little as if he needed the distance to process the weight of what Luis had just laid bare. His eyes, though, stayed fixed on him — sharp, searching, but not unkind. "You talk about your heart like it’s some dead relic, but everything you just described… that’s not the voice of something hollow. That’s someone who still feels every cut, every shadow, every damn expectation that was ever thrown at him."
He huffed a soft laugh, not mocking... more like he was trying to ease the tension without diminishing it. "And for what it’s worth, I didn’t assume lover because I’m naïve. I assumed it because most people don’t bleed like that unless someone helped sharpen the knife."Daniel’s expression softened, the journalist in him giving way to the man who’s spent too many nights listening to confessions he never expected to hear. "But what you’re describing… that’s bigger than romance. That’s a lifetime,no two lifetimes of being told you’re lesser, of being used, of being feared, of being left behind. Anyone carrying that weight would wonder if they’re losing themselves under it but you’re not a feral beast, Luis. If you were, you wouldn’t be sitting here trying to articulate the shape of your soul through a concerto. Monsters don’t worry about what they’re becoming. Only people do.So yes. It makes sense. Painfully so."











