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EPEX November Reading 2023

Note: please take it lightly and enjoy !

Wish

Love: I believe that he is in a type of fling that isn’t official for now because he also doesn’t truly know his feelings for the person. They see each other, and they spend time with each other, either dating or intimately but as far as it goes, it doesn’t seem very official nor serious. 

Career: there are a lot of delays that Wish has to deal with and every time EPEX works on something, their schedules are delayed which generates tensions and potential conflicts with the members that he has to deal with. 

Self: Wish’s mind seems to be wandering, aimlessly and without concrete goals. I feel like he has been doing it all to be an idol and at the moment he doesn’t have any goals or doesn’t want anything but what the company is giving them or making them believe they need. 

 Keum

Love: when it comes to love, Keum is very overwhelmed. He is the type of person who receives a lot of confessions from both idols and people working in the industry and although it makes him happy, he also gets easily overwhelmed by it. Keum has strong personal values and he wants someone who shares those, and for now, he hasn’t found anything in the genre. Also, he is more focused on his work than dating. 

Career: Keum has been given an opportunity for a solo project/endorsement but he hasn’t accepted it yet because he doesn’t know how to deal with it. He feels privileged compared to his teammates and because of that, he has been avoiding making any decision and allowing his sponsor to do it for himself. 

Self: He is someone clear, someone with a straight mind and he doesn’t suffer from any type of mental illness or confusion. Keum is someone who uses his mind and acts according to his values. 

MU

Love: I have everything here to believe that MU is in a relationship with someone who works In the industry but isn’t an idol at the moment. They are someone probably older than him but also way wealthier than him in every aspect. For now, this person has been offering him security financially and supporting him in his career. 

Career:  He is slightly stuck when it comes to his career, it seems like there’s something happening behind the scenes that doesn’t allow him to fully express himself. MU would like to have more creative choices and he also doesn’t like the image his company gave him. 

Self: He has been trying to find courage in his heart to set some boundaries with people around him. He has been working on being more resilient and also being a stronger person since he feels like he is too soft and lacks In life

A-Min

Love: This boy is clearly in a relationship, I don’t know whom, but they have been together for quite some time now. Their relationship started through social media, talking through messages until it became more serious. He is happy and for now, the couple is okay and stable. 

Career: I see huge arguments happening here, around Amin in particular (and other members). There was a lot of disagreement when it comes to group positions, opportunities, etc. fights and tensions happening way too easily. 

Self: He has been a little bit moody lately (probably due to the conflict happening with one of the members/the company). His feelings are all over the place, he gets easily aggressive and jealous of people around him and he wants to do things that just don’t make sense to others. 

Baekseung

Love: He is actively searching for love, so he is single yet wanting to be in a relationship and trying to find someone that will meet his standards and what he is seeking. Baekseung for now hasn’t any crush or any person in mind, he is just talking with people and trying to see if he finds the one. 

Career: he is looking at all the challenges he and his teammates are living as a team and it makes him feel a little bit too depressed and overwhelmed. Baekseung is someone who has a competitive nature, but some of his other members are too and they often fight for a better position. 

Self: The fact that he is trying so hard to find love, is because he suffered from a breakup a few weeks ago and he just wants to erase the pain he feels by putting someone else on his heart (which isn’t a good idea, but he believes it will heal him). 

Ayden

Love: He has gotten into a relationship very recently, this whole energy is new and hasn’t fully bloomed yet. I don’t know who is his person, but I don’t think he wants people around him to know about his relationship either, he wants to keep it quite and under the radar. 

Career: I see that he had a lot of arguments with his teammates but also a lot of deceptions. There were things that were said and done that left Ayden very hurt and he even feels betrayed by the whole thing. Tension is palpable. 

Self: He is feeling food, is very prudent, and also strong. His feminine energy is huge at the moment, meaning he has been trusting his intuition a lot and has been listening to his heart instead of his reason which helped him find peace within himself. 

Yewang

Love: Single and not looking for anyone, since Yewang was rejected by someone a few days ago and he is still dealing with the hurt of the rejection. He is a little bit disputed of his failure but it shall pass with time. 

Career: I have a feeling that Yewang has been feeling very lazy, doesn’t like to go with the members practicing, he gets late, he procrastinates his job a lot and just feels unmotivated to do his schedules. Those behaviors might have also put pressure on the other members and generate tensions and arguments; 

Self: Yewang has been working a lot on himself, on his past traumas and he has been learning about forgiving those who did him wrong so he can grow up from the experience and move on instead of dwelling on wounds and hurt that wasn’t serving him well. 

Jeff

Love: I don’t think he is dating anyone, but I do believe that there’s someone around him who is manipulating him through affection. Like not dating but the person trying to be nice and they are planting their seed on him to manipulate him 

Career: Jeff is really ambitious when it comes to his career, and he wants to be better and to make EPEX be better but the tensions in the group and the fact that he is too young haven’t allowed him to express his needs and ambitions to the group 

Self: he isn’t in the best place mentally and physically. Jeff is someone who deals with a lot of issues either on a psychological level or even physically and he is trying to find balance here but it is not easy for him. 

[astroyongie]

Epex March Reading 2024

note: Please take it lightly

Wish

Love: he is single at the moment and also i don't think Wish is focused on having a relationship since he has way too much happening on his plate at the moment. His energy is restless and unfocused. love is the last of his priority at the moment 

Career: He has been distracted lately and also Wish isn't really happy with what the company has  been giving him nor how he has been promoted or treated. I feel like Wish was expecting some time of raise or opportunity that escaped through his fingers.

Self: when it comes to his health, he is fine and that’s a positive point. I do believe that his self and inner person are okay and happy. It's just work stress that can often push some darkness into him, but Wish is naturally jovial and he knows how to push himself through. 

Keum

Love: He is struggling a lot when it comes to his love life. I don't think that he is in an official relationship, but he has been seeing someone whom he has feelings for. But Keum is someone that easily is mistrustful and is a little paranoid which can complicate the relationship and make it unnecessarily unhealthy 

Career: He is self limiting himself a lot. What I mean is that Keum isn't showing his total potential inside the group mainly because what he can do isn't something that is needed inside the group. Keum is also someone who has been very mean to himself. due to his own self critic. he also has a hard time with critics coming from other idols, from members, the company and the public in general. 

Self: he is having a little trouble with finding himself among all the stuff that is happening in his life currently. Keum is someone that lacks maternal support and he doesn't really know how to do stuff unless there’s someone behind him pushing him for it . 

MU

Love: I believe that he confessed to a coworker of his and that he had been received with a rejection. MU is still trying to swallow that away because he wasn't expecting the person to turn him down. he isn't sad but now its awkward to work and have to see them often 

Career: when it comes to his career, he is on a positive path. He is well surrounded and he has the right people supporting him. MU also isn't really doing anything in particular and he is just following the orders of his company. 

Self: He is having some troubles physically (he probably gets injured quite often because he is clumsy when he is training). also he feels like he has not much luck on his life and MU has a natural gloomy personality 

A-Min

Love: Amin isn't dating anyone but he for sure knows how to have fun and how to enjoy his young boy life. So yes, he is probably seeing people in a non official way, talking with people around and just overall having his own enjoyment without being trapped in any relationship. 

Career: I feel like he recently had some huge argument with one of the members. Amin probably feels like he cannot trust this member because he feels betrayed by them (there's probably something he confessed that ended up to be known by everyone). 

Self: Amin probably has a poor mental health, and is a pessimistic overall in his life especially when things like that (in his career) happens. he has a hard time jumping back in 

Baekseung

Love: Without a doubt, this man is dating someone (someone in the industry, so this could be an idol or someone working in the company) and things seem to be doing really well for him. There's long term success for the relationship if they both stick to it. Baekseung also seems to be serious about it. 

Career: He is working a lot for the group and he often pushes himself way more than the other members. Baekseung sticks to his routine and he doesn't allow himself to be flexible with his work since he wants to show his fans that he is capable of many things. He is on a good path for being recognized for his talents. 

Self: He is having quite a few inner conflicts at the moment. Also there’s the possibility that he was the member who had conflict with Amin. in any case, he is also having a more fragile side of himself at the moment and he disagrees a lot about the things that people say about him, which frustrates him. 

Ayden

Love: This boy has been woken up from a delulu moment so things are a little complicated. Ayden had a huge crush on someone, the type he would daydream about but he probably learnt that this person was not interested or already taken by someone else. I any case he is having a hard time to come down from his delulu side 

Career: Things seem to be going rather well for him. Ayden has luck when it comes to his career because he has a nice sponsor behind him. Also, the manager seems to have taken a liking to him. On his own, Ayden is someone that works his ass off to compensate and his efforts seem to be recognized. 

Self: He is aware that there’s some things that he needs to change (his thoughts, he needs to change stuff on his idol image and on his physical image) but he also doesn't know how to do it. Ayden is the type to be comfortable with whom he is and doesn't know if its worth to biome what the public wants

Yewang

Love: Yewang probably just recently got into a relationship with an idol. things are super new, they are still knowing each other and discovering what this relationship will be about. he is definitely super excited tho

Career: Okay, other than Baekseung, Yewang could be the one person who had the disagreement with Amin. in this case, Yewang seem to be disconnected with his career. he isn't proving any enjoyment so far, isn't satisfied with the groups comebacks and he also doesn't feel like he is close to the members. 

Self: His mentally is rather focused on wealth. he thinks that as long as he can get money, he will push through and that it doesn't matter what he has to do, this is a little sad and concerning when one understand, that Yewang doesn't have boundaries when it comes to getting financially security. 

Jeff

Love: I didn't get much of his love life, it is rather kept in dark, so i will also not talk about it 

Career: When it comes to his career Jeff is rather excited. He believes that he has been “good”, that he has done everything that the company tells him and he is rather satisfied with all the things he has achieved so far. Jeff doesn't strike like the guy who is greedy, he just wants to make good music.

Self: He is on an emotional side, and I believe that he struggles a lot with his mental health. Jeff is the type that is super scared of abandonment and he is constantly thinking the worst about people who are around him and that makes him feel very anxious.