May 7, 2011
It's that sinking feeling you get when you realize something you thought was a certain way was actually the complete opposite but your good intentions and hopes got in the way of you clearly seeing that. Makes your skin creep and your stomach drop; you were incorrect the whole time. Was it time wasted? Was it a valiant effort or an empty one? It was never up to you; never will be. But something inside you convinces your mind and heart that you're gonna be the hero to save the day for that person. It's all about inner motivation in the end and to not see that in someone that you deeply care about and love is one of the hardest things to accept and eventually step away from.