o2} Chasing A Thread Of A Dream {Closed}
Everything came with a price. The more one grabbed at the higher the price. Freedom was, from the god's knowledge, the thing with the highest cost. It was near impossible to gain true freedom, and the illusion of freedom always bound you down more and more until you lost sight of how to attain it. The freedom of the war god? There was no price that could be deemed high enough. An ever present shadow always lingered over him, his father's presence always known, always weighing down on him. Like a caged animal the only thing Nataku could have was absolute obedience.
That was right, there was someone he met that had given him a hope of freedom, like a bird being shown the sky for the first time. Even with the bars of his cage gone, he could never fly through the sky, not with wings clipped like his were. The chains made from the false 'love' his father provided him... Not even the child could banish them.
A small arm lifted to the sky fingers splayed out wide. A soft gaze watched the snow fall from between the bars that his hand formed. With no father here, no gods to push him into doing their dirty work, was this true freedom? Or would this place be a cage of a different sort? He was a part of an 'experiment', a small piece in this big city. It seemed unlikely that it would be freedom in the form that he sought. At least there was the freedom that could be experienced in his mind, in thoughts and dreams.
I'm ____. Nice to meet you.
Tears were rolling down the god child's cheeks. He was crying... A smiling face was in his mind's eye. A cheery boy about his age speaking words of friendship. And yet there were tears. Instantly his hand fell from the sky shooting to grab a hold of the aching right shoulder. The name... What was that name in his mind?
The boy came to a halt on the sidewalk, eyes growing wider and wider. A face that was so familiar it made the tears flow harder, and the ache in his arm sting worse. The pain was nothing though. This pain was something he could deal with. The familiarity was a different story. Freedom... That's what he saw when he looked at the golden eyes demon, a heretic, a one of a kind. And... a friend.
Older, taller, happier. He'd found his peace away from heaven's disgusting old men. "Go...ku..." The name rolled off his tongue with such difficulty that one would've thought the boy didn't know how to speak. He was frozen in the spot. 'Some day... I'll show you all the hiding places... and where there's lots of berries growing...'. Why was he remembering that now? And why did it cause his chest to hurt so deeply.
He couldn't! He couldn't kill a friend, not with Goku smiling at him that way. That... That's right, so... He couldn't disobey his father, and he couldn't kill a friend. Instead he stabbed himself. Fear caused his eyes to grow wide and his face paled as if he saw a ghost. Hands reached up to grab at the sides of his head, body beginning to shake. "Goku," the choked name came off the war prince's lips a second time albeit barely above a whisper.