#equanimitiesx

[findmeoniironbled]

equanimitiesx replied to your photo: “i’ve just down a spring clean on my skype since i hardly talk to...”:

i added youuu :D

for some reason nothing has come thru ;-; whats your skype name?

[findmeoniironbled]

what do you really feel? (could be for the drunk meme or the five questions works either way) <3

FOR THE NEXT FIVE ASKS, MY MUSE CANNOT TELL A LIE. @equanimitiesx

“i don’t know what you want me to say? you want me to say that i wake up and i feel like the walls are constantly closing in on me? my chest hurts even though the arc reactor isn’t there anymore, it’s always tight and i always feel like i’m about to spiral into another attack. it feels like every day is my last and i’d rather hide away and pretend i’m fine and convince myself like i do everybody else because that’s easier than facing up to the truth. i am terrified of dying and i’m terrified of failing again. the only thing that makes it that little bit more bearable is you.”

[findmeoniironbled]

@equanimitiesx SHIP starter.

“being probably entirely too honest i did not want to go to this party and i had zero intention of actually going but looking at you like that...- we’ve got to go so i can make sure everybody knows they can’t have you and i get you all too myself.”

[xstillsane]

&& @frcgilehearts // @equanimitiesx

         “ last year i spent my birthday eating a valentine’s offer meal for two that came with two bottles of wine------ no matter how much you’re mess up, you’ll be safe !! my expections are at zero. “ ----- and yet, he insisted on a party hat that would match his ridicuously  cheesy tiara. 

[dirtyflcwers]

starter for @equanimitiesx

     Osiris was beside himself. He had to stop drinking. Things were moving too quickly. Ambrose had just been another customer, then he’d seen him again and somehow ended up in the other’s home. Osiris stood, his pants still pooled at his ankles, his heart still racing from their recent rendezvous. They’d slept together. Osiris had only been with one other person, and that took years to get comfortable with, but here he was, with a stranger. He’s looking over at Ambrose, his eyes can finally analyze the other, instead of being focused on the lustful feelings he had towards the other. He doesn’t know what to say. So, he says the first thing that comes to his head,  ‘ I’m sorry. ’  What was he sorry for? Osiris wasn’t sure.

[findmeoniironbled]

equanimitiesx replied to your post “i need a hug.”

you're not one big fail at all, lovely. *throws all of the hugs your way*

you’re a peach. thank you. <3