Joseph is an amazing actor. He puts 100% into every role he’s given. I’m so proud of him and all these roles he’s getting because he deserves them. I will defend him until the end of time. All this hate (& de*th threats) he’s been getting is sick.
When shit hit the fan and the world as you had known it came to an end, you were with the only person who mattered to you. Your fiancé. He was in law school, having come here to New York City. But somehow things got messy and you all got separated. You survived what appeared to be endless days in New York City—or what was left of it. Death and destruction plagued its once lively and charming atmosphere. These creatures—whatever they are could hear the smallest sound and kill in an instant.
Where had they come from? That was a question no one knew the answer to. You had searched what seemed like the entire city for him—for anyone, but you had no luck. It felt as if you were the last person on earth. Hell, maybe you were. That’s what you thought until you heard on the radio that there was somewhere beyond the sea. It appeared as if New York City had been evacuated.
You made your way out of the city, down the Appalachian ridge to a small town where a train had crashed. You had met two other survivors, Emmett and Regan. Regan was a child, Emmett an adult. At first, you had assumed he was her father but quickly learned she had left her family. She had heard a song on the radio, the same as you. It was hard to communicate but you quickly learned Regan was deaf and she communicated by ASL. Being a teacher back in the city, you had learned ASL as well, so this made it easy to communicate in times like this.
After they had dealt with the men who ambushed them at the Marina, they discovered that the creatures could not swim. They had ended up drowning. Regan found a boat, pulling Emmett out of the water before grabbing you and leaving for the island. Upon crossing the sea, you all found a community where life was normal. It was like these creatures had never came.
A man greeted you all, Henri. He welcomed you to stay and see how life was there.
“You heard the song?”, he asked. “Figured it out?”
You signed to Regan to go find the other children and spend time with them. She nodded and took off easily.
“She did. Well, she and Y/N said they’d heard it on the radio. I did too, but I thought it was just—.”
“Life looks so normal here.”, you breathed, looking around and seeing everyone relaxing, talking, grilling out amongst other normal ways of life.
It was like old times. Part of you wondered if Eric, your fiancé had even made it out of the city. He was a shy guy and suffered from severe anxiety. He was on medication for it but still, you had to talk him down from a ledge at times. There were no signs in the city that he had survived. It made you question why you even wanted to be alive anymore.
“I’m not sure anyone here can actually believe it.”, Henri smiled lightly, crossing his arms as he took glances back at the place he called home. “Most people had finally given up hope.”
“How long have you been here?”, you asked lightly, crossing your arms.
Your mind immediately began racing, wondering if Eric could be here on this island. Part of you began to get excited, your heart swelling at the thought of seeing him again. But you had to remind yourself that was only a possibility. It was very likely—and highly likely at that—he was dead. Who was to say that he even came from New York?
“Since it all started really. When it happened, I was in the city—”
“What city?”, you interrupted.
Henri eyed you. “New York City. The National Guard learned that these creatures couldn’t swim. So, they loaded up survivors on any boats they could find. There were twelve boats that day but only two made it out of the dock.”
Two. The chances of Eric being on either of those boats were slim to none and you knew it. You knew it down deep inside.
“Oh.”, you nodded.
“You looking for someone?”
Emmett eyed you. You hadn’t discussed with him or Regan that you had lost anyone. You didn’t tell them you were originally from New York City. They hardly knew anything about you. Regan had asked you how you knew ASL so well and you explained that you were a teacher but that’s all anyone knew.
“Where are you from?”, Henri pressed.
“New York City. I was in the city the day it happened.”
“So was I.”
You looked up at him and for once, you may have felt more than a glimmer of hope.
“I was seeing a puppet show with my son and wife. Everything changed so quickly.”
“Did all your family survive?”
“Yes.”
You nodded lightly. It was good news that his family survived but that didn’t take away the looming feeling that you may find out if Eric was alive or presumed dead.
Henri watched you, he could tell that there was more to your questions.
“Who are you looking for?”
You looked at him. “My fiancé Eric. I last saw him in New York City. There was a lot of chaos and somehow we got separated.”
Henri nodded. “You want to know if he’s here.”
You nodded, looking down before looking up again. “I do.”
Henri came closer to you. “Let’s take a walk.”
You nodded, preparing yourself for the worst. Maybe he was going to take you somewhere privately and break the news that no one named Eric made it out of New York. Emmett eyed you as he watched the both of you walk off. The sounds of children playing filled your ears and everyone appeared to be friendly. The residents of this island greeted you even though they didn’t know you.
Henri led you off to his house, you both sitting down in chairs on his porch.
“Eric. There was an Eric that made it on the boat. He had a cat with him, Frodo.”
Your face crinkled in confusion. Eric didn’t have a cat.
“You look confused.”
“It’s just—Eric didn’t have a cat.”
“Well, he was with a woman. She’s the reason he made it to the boat. He swam and we pulled him up. He was wearing a brown suit and a yellow cardigan.”
Your eyes widened. The last time you saw Eric, he was wearing a brown suit. This had to be him.
“He told us he was missing his fiancé. He was hysterical, but we assured him he would be safe here. We convinced him that maybe you had made it out on the other boat, but that wasn’t true.”
“Can I see him?”
You couldn’t take it anymore. You needed to see Eric. It felt like it had been forever since you last laid eyes on him. Keeping up with how many days had passed since you last saw him was impossible. You lost track a long time ago. What if he had moved on? What if he had found someone on the island and moved on with them?
So many thoughts were plaguing you.
He nodded. “You can. I’ll take you to his house.”
You felt excitement for the first time in a long time, almost forgetting what that felt like. Following Henri, you both headed towards his house. It was a cute, quaint little home. It was a contrast from the stuffy apartment he had in the city. He always hated living in the city, making sure to tell you how different it was from Kent, England. There was a lot Eric internalized.
Especially when it came to his parents and leaving Kent to come to the United States. His relationship with his parents was strained but when the world ended, he wanted nothing more than to be with them. It made him sad that he was stuck in New York. He knew he’d never see them again. But he was thankful to be with you.
Henri motioned towards the door. He wanted you to initiate things. Taking a deep breath, you walked up to the door. Looking back at Henri, he gave you an encouraging look to continue. Gathering yourself, you knocked on the door. Silence. Part of you wondered if this was some sick joke. But then the door opened.
“Y/N?”
“Eric?”
Every emotion possible flooded through you. Eric’s big brown eyes quickly filled with tears as he took you into a tight embrace.
“I thought you were dead.”, his voice was shaky.
“I could say the same about you.”, you breathed, tears pooling at the corners of your eyes.
He held you tightly, never wanting to let go. Or at least he didn’t right now. He looked the same as he did the last time you saw him. You were beginning to wonder if this was a dream and you needed to pinch yourself. Henri excused himself, leaving you both alone with one another.
You pulled back, taking a chance to look into Eric’s brown eyes. You caressed his cheek, causing him to smile lightly.
“How did—how did you get here?”, he cleared his throat, trying to keep himself from crying.
“I met two other survivors. Regan and Emmett. She heard a song on the radio and she was convinced that there was a safe place. We got on a boat at the marina and made it here.”
Eric smiled. His face was soft, he’d just shaven. “I’m glad. Every day without you was unbearable.”
He squeezed your other hand tight.
“I never stopped looking for you. I searched everywhere for you after we got separated. I’m sorry I didn’t find you.”
Eric smiled sadly. “I’m sorry we got separated, my love.”
You nodded, closing the space between you and laying your head on his chest. Just hearing his heartbeat Gabe you immense comfort. He took his free hand, rubbing it up and down your back before kissing your head.
“How did you survive?”
You heard him sigh lightly, a smile evident in his voice. “It’s quite the story.”
“I’m willing to listen.”, you smirked. “I missed you and your voice.”
Before the world ended, you practically lived at Eric’s apartment. His was better—quieter and more upscale than yours. Of course, you did the best you could on a teacher’s salary. But every night, he would talk you to sleep. He’d talk about what he learned in law school that day or read a poem he had written. Eric was quite the writer. But he didn’t give himself enough credit. It was fond memories for you, laying in bed cuddled up to him after sex. The aftercare included cuddles and his poems or banter about law school.
“Why don’t we go inside and get comfortable? Just like old times.”, Eric smiled.
God, you missed his cute little puppy dog face.
“I’d love that.”
He kept his hand on your waist as you both entered his home, Frodo quickly coming to greet Eric. Eric only let go of you to bend down and give Frodo a pet before looking up at you.
“Frodo, this is my fiancée Y/N.”
“Hey Frodo.”, you smiled, bending down beside Eric.
Frodo was unsure about you at first, smelling you with caution. But soon, he deduced that you were a good person and allowed you to pet him. It was relaxing, a dopamine hit in this cold, cruel world. Frodo went off, finding a comfortable place to sleep. You wanted to know more about Frodo and how Eric had acquired him but you knew he would explain that soon enough.
Eric led you upstairs to the master bedroom and he closed the door gently behind him.
“God, I missed you.”, Eric breathed.
“I missed you too.”
Emotions were heightened and one thing led to another. You both were kissing each other heatedly, reaching for each other’s clothes. Even though Eric was sweet and innocent, he wasn’t always. Eric immediately reached for your pants, making quick work of jerking them down. You looked like you’d been through hell while he was clean.
You stopped kissing him abruptly. “Shouldn’t I clean up first?”
“No.”, he breathed. “I just want you. I want to feel you against me. I want to be inside you. Please.”
There was his pretty little begging again.
“Eric, you’re being such a naughty boy.”, you teased with a smirk.
“You’re still the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid my eyes on.”
This caused you to smile. He was such a dork, but he was your dork. And you didn’t want it any other way. Immediately, you continued to kiss him feverishly. You needed him like you needed water. He was your everything. The sun set and rose in him. And somehow in this fucked up world, you managed to find him again. That was worth celebrating, wasn’t it?
He tasted so sweet, so good. You couldn’t get enough of him.
“You taste so sweet, Eric.”, you breathed between kisses.
He hummed in delight. “So do you.”
It felt like your heart skipped a beat with his gentle words. Here he was reminding you exactly why you didn’t want to give up looking for him. He reminded you why you loved him, why you needed him. You both continued to kiss until you were both half naked, standing there in your bra and panties and him in his boxers.
Gently, you touched his chest before using your finger pointer to trace a small circle. Eric inhaled deeply, a whimper escaping his lips. It was a sweet sound, one of the sweetest you’d heard in a long time. You were so used to being quiet and the world being quiet you almost forgot how things sounded.
“I’m so glad you don’t have to hold that in.”, you smirked seductively.
He knew you knew exactly what buttons of his to push. You knew how to make him weak.
“Me too.”, he gulped, feeling himself getting harder by the second.
His breathing was becoming shaky causing you to look down at his boxers. It wasn’t difficult to see his hard on and you even thought it was cute that he was awkward about it at times. He noticed you smiling, his cheeks turning red and heating up.
“Get on the bed, Eric.”, you breathed softly, nibbling at his earlobe.
Another sigh escaped him before he nodded lightly. You touched his cheek, caressing it softly, and watched as his brown eyes fluttered shut.
“You can do this for me?”, you cooed at him. “And shed your boxers for me.”
He nodded, more enthusiastically this time. “Yeah.”
Eric was giddy as he sat down on the bed, sliding his boxers off and tossing them to the side. He swallowed nervously before looking up at you. It was like he was waiting for your praise. He kept his eyes on you as you undid your bra, tossing it to the side and sliding down your panties. The site of you naked never failed to make Eric weak in the knees.
“Is this good?”, Eric asked meekly.
You nodded. “Mhm, very good.”
He leaned back hesitantly, trying to relax on the bed.
“Just relax.”, you breathed lightly as you climbed into bed, getting close to him.
Eric nodded, gulping as he closed his eyes and began muttering to himself. He did this often when he was feeling anxious. You had gotten really good at picking up on this and being able to get him out of this endless loop. Pressing down on his abdomen with yours, you became flush with his body.
“Relax, Eric.”, you repeated again, kissing his nose and causing his eyes to pop open.
“I’m trying.”, he responded, body still tense.
“You’re really tense.”
He nodded, swallowing so hard you could see his Adam’s apple bob. “I know.”
“How can we relax?”
Your tone was soft, keeping him focused on the here and now. He nodded, listening to your voice. He was hanging on to every word. The distance between you both was closed up. Eric could feel your breath on his skin, something he thought he’d never have again. Gently, you began placing kisses on his neck. Immediately, you felt him relax under your touch.
“That’s it, baby. You’re doing amazing.”, you cooed between kisses.
His breathing hitched and you could almost hear the smile on his face. Continuing to move down his body, you took your time kissing each and every inch of him. As you hit sensitive spots, his breathing hitched and his knuckles gripped the bedsheet, turning white. It made you feel accomplished that you could do that to him, cause him to have that sort of reaction.
Reaching the v of his hips, his cock was twitching. It was clear he was reeling from all the sensations.
“Aw babe, you’re leaking.”
“Already?”, Eric asked.
“Yes and it’s okay.”, you assured him.
Eric relaxed instantly at your reassurance. It was cute that he needed reassurance at times. You smiled up at him, that familiar feeling building up in the pit of your stomach. You needed him and soon. Leaning down, you took your tongue and licked across the tip of his cock causing him to hiss and grip the sheets.
“Fuck.”, he breathed.
“Eric, what language.”, you chastised him playfully.
He gave you a soft smile in return as you looked down at his cock again, noticing more pre cum was leaking out. He was excited and it was evident. You smirked back at him before wrapping your soft fingers around the shaft of his cock, beginning to stroke up and down.
“Oh—oh—fuck.”, Eric breathed, closing his eyes and tossing his head back.
This felt amazing, it was the best he had felt in a long time. Today was the best day for him in a very long time.
“Like that?”
Your voice was soft and sultry, sending chills down Eric’s spine.
“Love—it.”, he gulped. “Feels—so—good.”
“Good.”
Every little bit, you would change the pace. For a bit, you’d stroke him faster. And then you’d stroke him slower. It all drove him crazy, sensations he wasn’t used to before. Yes, you both had sex before but he still had a lot to explore and a lot to learn. Eric was vanilla, but there wasn’t anything wrong with that.
Noticing more pre cum leaking out, you knew he was getting closer and closer to a release. And you didn’t want to waste that on a hand job or even oral sex at this point. You stopped stroking him before leaning down and lapping what pre cum had leaked out.
` “Why—why did you stop?”, Eric asked, clearly exasperated.
“Don’t you want to be inside me?”, you asked innocently, popping his cock out of your mouth like a lollipop.
“I do—I really do.”, he whined.
“Good, that’s what we’re going to do.”, you announced as you straddled him.
Reaching between your legs, you grip his cock once again. His breathing hitched as you worked to help him slip inside you. Slowly, you sank down onto his cock, closing your eyes and letting out a slow moan as you adjusted to his size. On instinct, his hands gripped your waist, holding you steady. His fingertips sank into your skin, an intimate feeling.
“Ready?”, he breathed.
You nodded. “I’ll start.”
Slowly, you began rocking your hips. Eric moaned lightly in response, holding your waist. He didn’t want to let go. He wanted you, he needed you. After being without you for so long, he needed this. You both needed this. It was like a dream to be back together.
Once Eric learned the rhythm, he began rocking his hips up into yours. He kept the pace slow and soft, you leaning down to share a soft kiss with him every few strokes. To tease both of you, you lifted yourself almost completely off his cock before slamming yourself back down causing you both to moan. Slow and steady, that’s what made this so sensual and intimate. You’d miss it along with everything else.
You both flipped between slow and picking up the pace, endless moans filling the room. It felt like heaven on earth. Eric was close when his eyes closed and he swallowed hard, fingertips sinking deep into your hips. He let out a moan.
“Fuck, it feels so good—”, he whines, exhaling.
“Does it? Do you wanna cum?”
He nodded. “Yes.”
“Well cum, babe. Cum deep inside me.”
He had a moment of lucidness. “What if—if you get pregnant?”, he groaned.
“Not worried about it.”, you moaned lightly, you both working towards an orgasm.
“You sure?”
“Yes.”
His eyes rolled back in his head. “Fuck, here it comes—here it comes.”, he whimpered softly.
Closing your eyes, you feel the warmth of his release enter you. You could feel his cock pumping deep inside your walls, enough to send you over the edge. Your fingertips sank in his hips, his eyes fluttering open and fixated on you. He watches the way your head tilts back, hair cascading down your back. The soft whimper escapes you as you struggle to keep your eyes open, letting them flutter shut.
Your cunt clenches around him as you cum. It was the hardest you’d came in a long time. Since the last time you both had sex, whenever that was.
“Fuck, baby—feels so good. Love your cunt gripping my cock like this.”, he grits his teeth.
Eric was always good to help you through your orgasm, giving you encouragement as he took one hand from your hip and began rubbing it up and down lightly. Coming down from your high, you laid down on top of his chest and he left his cock inside you. He laughed lightly, the percussion vibrating through his chest. He began stroking his fingers through your hair before kissing your forehead lightly.
“I’m so glad you found me.”, he breathed.
“Me too.”, you sighed into him. “How did you get here?”
“I met a woman. Sam. I was practically drowning in the subway station when I noticed her cat. I followed her cat. She didn’t really want me to follow along with her at first.”, he began laughing, thinking fondly of his late friend.
It caused you to smile.
“But I think she felt sorry for me once she realized I was scared and alone. She tried to convince me to go to the evacuation point but I followed her to her apartment. She was in a lot of pain, she had cancer.”
“Oh my God.”, you breathed, feeling sympathy for Sam.
You owed a lot to her.
“She wanted to go to Harlem. I went with her. Along the way, I had to find her medicine at a nearby pharmacy.”
“Why did she want to go to Harlem?”, you traced his bare chest lightly.
“Her late father played jazz at a club. After he would play, they’d get pizza together at Patsy’s Pizzeria. It was the one thing she wanted to do before dying. She knew she was dying.”
You could hear the sadness in Eric’s voice as he recounted their adventure.
“We discovered Patsy’s was completely burnt but we still managed to find pizza. We learned that there were two boats nearby. They were evacuating the city. We tried to leave together but—”, Eric paused, choking up.
“It’s okay, babe.”, you comforted him, rubbing his arm.
“Those things—they were getting closer. Sam handed me Frodo and told me to run. She distracted them by smashing car windows. I jumped into the water with Frodo.”
You eyed him with empathy. “Wow. She’s the reason you’re alive.”
Eric nodded. “I told her about you. She wanted me to live. She told me I had to live, I had to find you and keep Frodo safe.”, he laughed as his voice cracked.
“She sounds like an amazing person.”
“I wish she had made it too.”
“Me too. I’d love to thank her.”
Eric kissed your head. “I didn’t want to live without you .”
You smiled sadly. “You don’t have to now.”
“I know.”, he sighed, rubbing your arm lightly. “Neither of us do.”
You both were under the covers, cuddled up to each other like old times. It felt right.
“I love you, Y/N.”
“I love you, Eric.”
Frodo let out a small meow before jumping onto the bed, causing you both to laugh. He curled up at the bottom of Eric’s feet. All was right with the world. All because fate had brought you both back together again in this cold, cruel world. If you both were to die right now, you could die with a smile.
this took way too long to write and i have no idea why lmao. i guess i've just been too busy making tiktok edits to write
Summary: You and Eric bond over his missing cat.
Warnings: Spoilers for AQP:DO, some angst, mentions of PTSD, survivor's guilt, Frodo being the best wingman cat, pure tooth-rotting fluffiness, and SMUT (MINORS DNI)
word count | 5.2k🤙🏻
In the beginning, you didn’t have a clue what was going on around you.
You were hastily woken up from a nap you found yourself in after a long shift at work, multiple booms and shakes rumbling the earth and your apartment building, loud crashing echoing from the glass your picture frames falling off the walls and various dishes and cutlery falling from their respective places in your drawers and cabinets.
You were frozen in shock, unable to speak as you started to hear screams and explosions from outside your tiny apartment. What was going on? It was so loud you almost didn’t catch your phone ringing over and over again. It was your mother.
“Don’t go outside, it’s not-!” You gasped, tears filling your eyes as your mother’s voice was violently cut off by a deafening screech. Somehow, you knew she was gone. Taken from this world too soon, and you didn’t even know why. It wasn’t long before your father came to your door, finding you in a fetal position, silently sobbing with your hands over your ears, trying desperately to drown out the sounds of death. He confirmed your mother was dead, but he wasn't going to let you give up.
The two of you stayed together, through all of it. Until the military flew over New York City announcing through loudspeakers that there were boats that would take people, those who survived the Death Angels, to safety. You couldn’t really believe it, but your father didn’t let you give up. Again.
Your father was getting up in years, still young by comparison to others, but without your mother by his side, it wasn’t really a shock when he didn’t make it onto the boat with you. You were his only attachment to life, so when he saw you were safe, he’s the one who gave up. That’s what you thought, even when you knew that you would be dead without him; even when you knew you were seconds away from getting mutilated by one of those creatures, only for your father to distract one to save you, you still thought he gave up. And you wrestled back and forth whether you hated or loved him for it. You didn’t really hate him, but you did hate the situation. You hated the situation that made your father sacrifice himself for you.
You got onto the boat in tears, unconsolable, and continued to be in that state even after you made it to safety.
A few days passed and you could still barely eat anything, not for lack of trying. Every time you tried to eat, it would just make you sick. You couldn’t understand why you lived when your father couldn’t. It wasn’t fair. Sometimes, a part of you wished you died with him. You and the rest of whoever made it onto the boats were safe, for now, but how long would that last?
You were proven right when one day, this kid and a man came to the island, accidentally bringing a Death Angel with them. It was like that first day all over again. You had to run, you had to hide, you had to be quiet. Blood and death everywhere, you hid until it calmed down, until the Death Angel was lured away.
The damage to your home was severe, a massive hole ripped through where the creature broke in and killed your roommate. Your roommate was very skittish, screamed at the slightest fright. It was a wonder she ever made it this far, she just couldn’t handle it when the first day seemed to repeat itself. Though you yourself almost screamed aloud when you heard a soft meow from the hole in your wall.
It was a black and white cat, staring at you with its big green eyes.
Before, you would’ve cooed and bounded up to it with a baby-voiced “hello.” But now, you just prayed this cat wouldn’t open its mouth ever again. However, cats never really followed the rules, and they couldn’t possibly understand what was going on. So, the cat walked to you, its tail flowing behind itself, rubbing up against your legs. You could feel the vibrations from its purring. You tensed when you heard it chirp up at you, clearly wanting to be held. You didn’t dare move, lest the monster came back at the slightest sound. You would’ve kicked the cat away if you knew it wouldn’t make a noise, but alas, the fuzzball started to meow in displeasure at being ignored and you had no choice but to pick it up so it would stay quiet.
The cat purred quietly in your arms, and you willed yourself to keep it happy or else you and it would be torn to pieces. You silently slid down the opposite side of your ruined wall, cuddling the cat close to your chest like it was a baby, trying to steady your breathing and praying the creature stayed away.
It must’ve been hours just staying like that, before people started to be loud again. No, no, what were they doing? You shut your eyes tightly, not making a sound so that you might be spared. But you could hear the conversations outside faintly, that the monster was killed and you were safe again. That couldn’t be right. There was no way to kill those things, people tried, the military tried. Who killed it and how?
You hesitantly stepped outside your home, looking around to see people embracing, sobbing, crumbling to the ground and lifting their hands to the sky in a sort of worship and praise. So many sounds, and the Death Angel was nowhere to be seen. Maybe it was true?
“That’s my cat.”
You were startled out of your thoughts by a man, tall and lean, very much resembling a kicked puppy with his big brown eyes and feeble stance. His voice was barely audible, pointing at the furry creature in your arms.
Oh.
It must’ve ran off when the monster was around.
You silently gave the cat back to the man. He nodded in appreciation and walked off. A very simple, quiet interaction, as if he was trying to get away as quickly as possible. You weren’t sure of course, but you had a feeling he was just as traumatized as you, still unable to be as more than completely silent as you’d normally be, even when it was technically safe to be louder on the island.
You allowed yourself a ghost of a smile when the cat looked back at you and chirped.
Then…everything went back to normal, or rather, the new normal that was being made for every survivor. People started to come out of their shell again, and some folk even talked about the rest of the world figuring out how to kill these monsters and that maybe someday, the world could go back to the way it used to be. It was a nice thought, but nobody truly knew how many of these things were or if they could make themselves stronger. It was a waiting game now. Though, life on the island started to be not so bad.
After that cat found you that day, it’s been sneaking off to find you every so often, the man with the puppy dog eyes always coming to you not long after. It was becoming amusing. He was frazzled and exhausted every time too, as if he’d been chasing the kitty all over the island, a blush dusting his otherwise pale skin. It stayed as simple as that first interaction, he’d find you with his cat in your arms and you’d give it back to him and he’d go back to his own house. Maybe it was a sort of trauma bond thing happening to you, but you started to enjoy the minute interactions you’d have with the man. Every time the cat found itself scratching and meowing at your door, you started to anticipate seeing him.
“Likes to run away often, does he?” You attempted to joke, which only got you a weak smile in return, making you feel like an idiot for even trying. You thought about never speaking to him again, until he responded.
As the man was turning to walk back to his house, he stopped. “Frodo…”
You blinked in surprise. “Huh?”
“That’s his name…the cat.”
Oh. You were so surprised that the man actually spoke to you that you didn’t process what he had first said. “A-And, what’s your name?” You asked, blushing when you caught your nervous stutter.
He paused, hesitating. For what reason? You didn’t know. But he answered you regardless. “Eric.” Eric. It suited him. You gave him your name as well and he gave you another weak smile, turning and leaving you at your front door. Frodo, you snickered to yourself. Makes sense, considering that cat loved getting himself into trouble, it seemed.
You were concerned that you were starting to get attached to this cat…and his owner.
Your heart overflowed with all sorts of emotions when you realized. You thought back to your father, your mother, the rest of your loved ones that were probably dead and gone like everyone else. You were all you had left. You were all you would ever have, and you could barely keep your head above water, so how the hell would you ever be able to care about another person when they could just be taken away with just a whisper. But then again…you were all that you would ever have…could you really shut out everyone that comes along looking for a connection? Could you spend the rest of this apocalyptic existence completely alone? You didn’t have the strength for that before Day One, how would you hold it together now?
You couldn’t have been sure at the time, but Eric was having similar struggles as you were.
Not unlike you, Eric had no one. He had Sam…but that didn’t work. His family was across the water, far, far from here, and he didn’t know if they were even alive. He’d never be able to find out regardless. He didn’t even want to go to law school, but his father forced him. He wished he could’ve seen his mother one last time. Now all that was left of him was this cat.
Eric’s relationship with Frodo was unique. That cat’s furry face was the first thing he saw when he saved himself from drowning. It was like an omen of sorts, how the rest of his time in New York would go. He met Sam through Frodo. He didn’t have much to care about then, but now he has something to take care of. Every time Frodo would run off, he felt like he was going to have a panic attack. He thought of Sam, how she’d react if she found out Frodo was lost or killed because he wasn’t paying close enough attention. Then he remembered she was dead now, and that she couldn’t be happy or upset with him ever again. Frodo was all he had left of her, so in a way, Frodo was Sam now…and he couldn’t lose her again.
Then he found you. Always chasing around that damn cat.
At first, Eric was hesitant to approach you. You were holding Frodo like you were a toddler holding their favorite stuffy, he almost didn’t have the heart to take him from you. But he wasn’t yours, Frodo was his now. “That’s my cat,” he had whispered. It was a little harsh, his tone, but he could feel his eyes pleading for you to give his cat back, conveying as much as possible that he couldn’t possibly go on without Frodo. Thankfully, you gave him back without a fuss.
Eric didn’t think about it again. You were just the person who probably kept his cat safe when he ran away, nothing more. Sure, he might’ve been agitated with you at first, before you gave Frodo back, but he felt guilty about it after. But then, it happened again.
Eric was cleaning about his little house on the island, from knocked over knick knacks that the monster moved with the force of its powerful legs running through the field, the vibrations strong enough to tremble each house, even the ground. It had almost been Frodo’s lunch time, meaning that every day around the same time Frodo was mewling, yelling at Eric to be fed. But when he didn’t hear the familiar meows of his cat, he started to get worried again. He looked all over his house for Frodo, breaking out in a sweat while looking around and underneath the house…until he remembered.
Eric took hesitant steps towards your house, praying that Frodo would be there like last time. And he was, you were sitting on the steps of your porch, caressing his cat’s fur, and he could almost hear the purring from where he stood. You looked up at him with a weak smile, stepping down towards him and simply handing Frodo over and going back inside your house. Eric let out a sigh of relief when he felt the warmth of Frodo as he cuddled into his neck. “Stop running away…” Eric whispered to the cat, even though he knew he couldn’t understand. Frodo gave him an almost inaudible chirp in return.
The more times it happened, the more Eric started to be comfortable leaving his house to go to yours in search of the kitty. It’s as if Frodo was trying to make him exercise. And you started to behave more friendly rather than the reclusive shell of a human you were when you first interacted. Your small smiles started to feel more genuine, and Eric’s heart started to feel less heavy. Frodo surely seemed happy being handed back and forth between the two of you whenever he decided to go on an adventure every other day.
“Likes to run away often, does he?” You had joked, chuckling weakly.
You have no idea, Eric wanted to say, but, “Frodo,” was all he could muster.
“Huh?”
“That’s his name…the cat.”
“And what’s your name?” You had asked, twisting your hands together nervously, almost eagerly awaiting his answer. But Eric hesitated. Should he really give his name to someone who’ll probably die? Did he want to accidentally make this innocent woman attach to him, when there’s a good chance he’ll die someday soon? What would be the point? Fuck it, he thought, Sam gave her life to save his, to let him live longer than she could’ve. It couldn’t have been for nothing. He deserved to live to the fullest, and he knew she would want him to move on, hope for a better future.
“Eric.” When you gave him your name, Eric smiled, to the best of his ability, even when the pain of learning something about you as simple as your name hit his chest like a ton of bricks. He hugged Frodo to his heart tighter, breathing in his scent, grounding him to Earth. He really needed a bath…
“Frodo?” Eric called out, looking around his house yet again. But no mewls or purrs could be heard. He sighed, putting on his jacket and taking confident steps to your house.
You answered the knock on your door with a surprised smile. “Eric? Hi, what’re you doing here?”
“Here to take Frodo back.”
Your smile dropped, making Eric’s heart start to race. “I haven’t seen him all day…”
No, no, no, please… “What do you mean he’s not here? This is where he always goes when he runs away.” Eric’s voice became more panicked the more words he spoke. There was no way Frodo was actually missing. That cat was too smart to actually get himself lost, right?
It took maybe two seconds for each of you to jump into high gear, gathering your jacket and heading out in search of this cat, running around like headless chickens, checking in with all of the neighbors, underneath houses, everywhere. It took hours, the longer it took, the more anxious and scared each of you got. You didn’t even have a strong attachment to this cat, at least, not as much as Eric, but you knew you’d be devastated if anything happened to Frodo.
After another checking around again, you both looked towards the woods, looking back at each other slowly. “You don’t think…” You wondered aloud, but the look on Eric’s face told you he was thinking the same thing. “Shit.”
“Frodo!” You both called out, walking through the woods. It would be getting dark soon, the sun hadn’t even set all the way yet and it already made the forest look dark and creepy. Despite seeing the horrors of the Death Angels, you still knew you had other things to be afraid of, especially in the woods.
You gave Eric a sad look, sighing before putting your hand on his shoulder gently. “It’s getting late…”
He shook his head, tears brimming his eyes. “No. No, he’s still out here somewhere.”
“We can’t do much else when it’s dark like this, Eric. Cats usually find their way home all the time.”
“But this isn’t like him to wander off and not come back for so long. What if he’s in trouble?” Eric panicked, his breathing rapid, his hand coming to grip at his own chest.
“Hey, hey…” You spoke softly, following him when he started to sink to the ground, his breathing coming out ragged and whimpers escaping his lips. “Frodo’s a smart cat, okay? He’ll be okay, he’s probably just…chasing mice or something.” Eric’s panicked state didn’t cease, and you started to get panicked yourself. You were out in the dark woods with a man having a panic attack, and all you could think to do was hold him until he settled down, so that’s what you did. You sat behind Eric, wrapping your arms around him and shushed him softly. “It’s okay, it’s gonna be okay…”
“I need him…” Eric sobbed in your arms, coiling into a ball like a child and leaning his weight onto you, his head resting on your chest, surely being about to hear your heartbeat. “He’s all I’ve got left…”
You have me, you wanted to say, but that seemed a little much. You didn’t know him as well as you would’ve liked, even if you were a bit attached to each other in a way. You wanted to comfort him, but it felt like his whole psyche was being held together because of that cat. Frodo needed to return, for Eric’s sake. Eventually, you started to feel Eric’s breathing become steadier and less sporadic, and his body stopping trembling, only a few hiccups at a time escaping his mouth. He relaxed slightly, sitting up with a blush on his face, his expression still sorrowful but more calm.
“He’s not even my cat…” Eric whispered, breaking the silence.
“What?”
“Frodo,” he sniffled, “he wasn’t my cat at first. Before I came here, I met this woman, Sam, he was her cat.”
Suddenly, the cat’s name made more sense. You had a feeling you already knew what happened, but you decided to ask anyway. “And…why is Frodo with you now?”
“Sam was sick…really sick, before this all started. Frodo led me to her on the street when those monsters arrived, and I’d like to think we became friends. Sam, she…she saved my life, she helped me and Frodo get on the last boat in New York, sacrificing herself for us.” Eric started to tear up again, and you took his hand, squeezing gently. He gave you a weak smile. “I know now that it was only a matter of time, even if she came with me, she already didn’t have much time left. But she left Frodo to me, and he’s all I have left in the world. If something has happened to him…Sam’s sacrifice-”
“Hey,” you gently interrupted, “this isn’t your fault, Eric. I’m sure Frodo is perfectly safe, cats are smart and independent. I’ve heard stories of people’s cats disappearing then coming back safe and sound.” You guided him to look at you, trying to give him a reassuring smile. “It’s no use sitting here in the woods at night. We’ll continue searching as soon as the sun comes up, okay?” Eric frowned, but weakly nodded his head. “Let’s go back.”
You helped each other stand, trekking back to your house. Eric didn’t even have to ask to stay, you led him through the threshold of your door without a word, leading him to your living room where you started to light your fireplace. You both settled on the floor in front of your couch, staring into the flames, sharing a blanket. You sat close together, your knees touching, and you realized your face wasn’t heating up because of the fire.
“You never told me how you ended up here.” Eric broke the silence once more, and you inhaled sharply, the memories coming back in full force, unwillingly.
You cleared your throat to speak, Eric told you his story, it was only fair you told him yours.
“That day, I was napping after work and I woke up to a loud rumbling that shook my whole apartment. The plates in my cabinets fell and shattered, same with any pictures I had hung up on my walls. I was so disoriented, I must’ve been in a deep sleep. My mom was calling me nonstop until I picked up, she screamed at me to stand inside my apartment…then I heard one of those…things, and I knew she was dead. I couldn’t move, or speak, I couldn’t do anything but curl into a ball and lay there until my dad found me. He saved my life, like Sam saved yours.”
“Is he…?”
“Yes. He led them away so I could get on a boat…I can still hear it. Him. Being killed by them.” A tear fell over your cheek, the stain burning your flesh. But before you could roughly palm it away, a gentle touch whisked it away like wind blowing away a feather. Eric looked at you with pity, his hesitant hand pulling away and reaching for your hand. Usually, you hated being pitied, but Eric had this way about him, his big brown eyes didn’t make you feel embarrassed about being pitied like you normally would be if it were anyone else.
Maybe it was because it felt like the world was ending not even a week ago, maybe you grew braver when you felt you had nothing else to lose, but you thought Eric was entirely irresistible at that exact moment and you couldn’t stop yourself from slowly leaning towards him, yours eyes flitting back and forth between his and his lips. To your relief, Eric didn’t seem to mind, in fact, he seemed to have the same idea.
You exhaled shakily through your nose as your lips finally connected with Eric’s, his lips as soft as they looked. You felt the heat of his flushed cheeks against where the tip of your nose grazed his skin, and you were sure he could feel yours. You hadn’t kissed anyone in ages, you weren’t sure how well practiced you could’ve been, but it didn’t seem to matter. This kiss wasn’t about showing off your supposed skills, it wasn’t even fueled by lust as much as it felt like it, it was about comfort and vulnerability. You both had shared each other’s trauma from Day One, all the emotions of fear, grief, guilt, and loneliness, all pouring into one kiss.
You felt Eric’s body tremble as you trailed your hands up his arms and around his neck, pulling him closer to you, both of your breathing becoming shallow and unsteady as the kiss deepened, transforming into something more passionate, a promise of something more intense if it continued. You wanted it to continue, so, so badly.
“Is this okay?” You asked breathily, pulling away slightly to look into his eyes. Eric’s eyes were slightly darkened and hooded with lust, and you realized you probably didn’t even need to ask. He wanted this as much as you did, and he answered by pulling you onto his lap, your legs on either side of his hips. You gasped as you felt his already hardened length press against you, twitching against your own heat.
“Please…” Eric almost whined, his golden brown eyes begging you for more. Maybe it wasn’t the best idea to do so much so quickly, but you didn’t care. Those Death Angels could evolve and become unkillable for all anyone knew, you weren’t going to have any regrets.
“Take off your clothes.” You spoke, Eric following your order as soon as you gave it, and once completely bare, you reunited in another heated kiss and returned to your original position. “Eric…” You moaned quietly as he placed kisses to your neck with enough pressure to make you weak at the knees. You were already wet from the first couple kisses, you didn’t need any more preparation. You heard Eric suck a breath through his teeth when you grasped his firm cock, the silken skin pleasantly warm and soft in your palm, adjusting yourself to hover slightly above him, placing the ruddy tip of his cockhead at your entrance.
“God, please.” Eric whimpered, gently bucking his hips upwards, his tip barely breaching your core, but it was enough to make you gasp. You gave in to his wanton request and slowly lowered your thighs back to the floor, his cock entering you just as slowly, making the both of you moan softly. He slid it so easily, despite not having had sex with anyone in a while, his cock filling you perfectly full and rubbing against all the wonderful spots inside you, making your mouth open in a perpetual expression of pleasure.
You started to move slowly, raising yourself and lowering yourself in a pace that made your cunt adjust to his size. You could feel him hit the ends of you, deep inside, every time you lowered yourself back down completely, gyrating your hips in a loose circle and squeezing your walls around him because you always elicited a beautiful moan from Eric whenever you did so.
“More, please, darling,” Eric begged, his eyes filling with tears of pleasure and frustration. Though, you needed more too, and you quickly picked up the pace. “Feels so good…feels so good.” He moaned, grabbing ahold of your hips to help you bounce on him. Your thighs started to burn, but it felt too good to stop. You could hear yourself, the soft clicks of your slick and the wet slaps of skin that seemed to echo around the room. You couldn’t keep in your moans whenever your clit rubbed against Eric’s pelvis, that paired with his cock hitting your g-spot every time he bottomed out, you weren’t going to be able to hold on much longer, but fuck, you didn’t want this to end.
“God, it’s been so long, I’m so close already.” You whimpered, holding onto his shoulders for dear life, the only thing grounding you.
Eric nodded, “Me too, darling.” He wrapped his hands around your head, pulling you close until your forehead pressed against his. “It’s okay, you can let go for me, I won’t be able to last much longer either.”
With Eric’s permission, his cock buried deep inside you, you rolled your clit over his pelvis, stimulating both pleasure spots and moaning loudly as your orgasm formed quickly. The heat that built up almost seemed like it was going to burn you from the inside out, the coil in your belly twisting so tightly it snapped, pleasurable relief flowing through you so intensely you lost control of your own body, your fingers digging into Eric’s back and your body spasming above him.
“Fuck, baby,” Eric moaned, planting his feet firmly on the floor to easily pound up into you, the sound of his balls slapping against the curve of your ass piercing your ears, his moans and whines drowning out the sound of your cum slicked cunt. “Can I cum inside you, darling, please?”
“Yes, Eric, please, cum in me.”
“Fuck…!” He whined, his cock twitching inside you as his hips stuttered in their pace, his breathing heavy until he calmed.
You and Eric stayed there for a moment, his cock softening inside you and slipping out, the mix of each other’s cum dripping down your cunt and pooling on his pelvis. Eventually, you both laid down on the couch, Eric laying behind you, his hand draping across your abdomen and keeping your back pressed to his chest.
You didn’t know when you fell asleep, but you woke up with Eric still pressed against you. You twisted around to face him, his peaceful sleeping expression stirring awake from your movements. You smiled when his eyes found yours, slightly red and crusty from sleep, but still entirely adorable to you. You reached a hand up to pet his curls, trailing down until your hand rested against the top of his arm. “How’d you sleep?”
Eric breathed in a deep inhale, moaning softly. “The best sleep I’ve had in ages.” His deep morning voice had you feeling like you wanted a repeat of the previous night already.
“Me too.”
You leaned in to kiss Eric but was interrupted by the sound of scratching on your front door, and loud mews that resembled a crying baby. You and Eric gave each other one single look before clothing yourselves and bolting to the door, quickly opening it to find, lo and behold, Frodo the cat looking up at each of you expectantly, almost like a look of annoyance on his whiskered face.
Eric scooped him up in his arms, relief flooding his face as he brought the kitty to his face to kiss him. “You little-, where have you been? We’ve been worried sick!” The cat only gave a meow in response.
You giggled, “I told you he’d come back.”
Eric only gave you a fond but annoyed look in response, and he gave Frodo a similar look. “Come on then, let’s get you some food.” And after the feline was fed, you all settled onto the couch in slight emotional exhaustion. The cat was nothing but trouble, you mused, but he also brought Eric to you so he couldn’t be that bad.
You smiled as Eric cuddled against Frodo on the other side of the couch. Your heart felt warm at the sight, and it scared you. After all you had been through, was it worth getting your soul crushed again if you let yourself care even more for this man? Maybe, you told yourself. You never really felt so connected to one singular person like this before. Sure, you had past partners, but they didn’t understand you, not like Eric seemed to. He had issues, like you. He lost so much, and so did you. Didn’t you deserve some happiness after the world tried killing itself?
Eric looked up at you with the widest smile you had ever seen on him so far, giving Frodo some well earned scritches, so content you could hear his purrs. You thought that you wouldn’t mind sights like this, in fact, you thought you’d like to see this sight for as long as you lived, however long that may be.
Yes, you decided, you’d risk anything and everything to have this, to have Eric in your life. You both deserved happiness, and you and Eric would give that to each other, for as long as possible.
frodo just wanted his parents to finally get together tbh