i strongly suggest reading the op ed owning up to torture by former interrogator eric fair, because it gives important insight into how and why things like waterboarding happened, and why talking about horrible things in our history and condemning them is so important.
we all like to think that there are lines that we would never cross, things that we would never do. we need to consider whether or not those assumptions are actually true, or if we would be able to justify terrible things so long as our motivations are ‘good’.
these are hard questions, but it’s so much better to think them through than to realize, all too late, that you have done what you thought you could never do, and you cannot make it right.
“When Donald Trump and Ted Cruz suggested that waterboarding and other abhorrent interrogation tactics should not be considered illegal, I was tempted to exonerate myself. I did not waterboard anyone in Iraq. I’d like to think that’s a line I would never cross. But I have no right to think that way. My behavior in Iraq forces me to confess that if I’d been asked to waterboard someone at Abu Ghraib in early 2004, I most likely would not have hesitated. I’d have crossed that line, too.
If I had the opportunity to speak to other interrogators and intelligence professionals, I would warn them about men like Donald Trump and Ted Cruz. I would warn them that they’ll be told to cross lines by men who would never be asked to do it themselves, and they’ll cross those lines long before they consider anything like waterboarding. And I would warn them that once they do cross the line, those men will not be there to help them find their way back.
As an interrogator, torture forced me to set aside my humanity when I went to work. It’s something I’ve never been able to fully pick back up again. And it’s something we must never ask another American to do.”