Feb 10
mgmhghgh
#club meeting tmrw and it's m y second time and im anxious as FUCK!!!!!!#yes ive been once so i KNOW its fun and i KNOW i'll enjoy it and feel fulfilled after but. this Before really is hard#becuase im ANXIOUS#also on that note think i had an anxiety attack maybe.idk what one really looks like#anywasy think i had one last club meeting because i was SHAKING and i coulnd t breathe lowkey like i was shaking on the level of teeth clat#ering#idk idk idk#i'll be fine obvs it's just that. my brain has due to trauma probably developed this were going to DIE response to new situations#whatever i'll be fine
