Sep 9, 2022
Hhhhhng I wish I was better at describing emotions.
#rambling#since i started using transtape i've felt a lot more comfortable with myself and i actually enjoy sitting around causually with no shirt#esp sleeping#and when i go to bed without a shirt when i have it on i get this emotion i cannot explain well that i wish i could pinpoint#the closest thing i can compare it to is the first time me and my ex slept in the same bed together and he held me and i just felt content?#safe?#i was going to say comfortable but its more than just that its almost intimate but not? because of how other people interpret that word#i feel#close#to myself#and that is a new feeling#because for a long time i have never really felt like me more like i was just a person who exists but this feeling is like yea!#im ajax and this is the body i inhabit and its good!#its good!