Jul 20
was writing a post about dunk and i got hit with this wave of emotion that made my eyes tear up. it's a familiar feeling, a strange ache that overcomes me and makes my chest feel warm. it happens so often when i think about the people i love. surely it is a miracle.. that another person can exist somewhere in the vast amount of universes and the simple thought of them can make your heart so full that it feels inexplicably heavy. it almost feels like grieving. i can see him clear as day in my room, sitting on the armchair by my dresser, but i know that if i look up from my computer right now i cannot find him