Sep 18, 2023
the autistic rage that is living with other people, actively waiting to go into a room till everyone's out of the room and doing their own things so you can use the room undisturbed, and the second you walk in there you have seemingly reminded people the room exists as they all need to be in there that very second, literally. everyone could be in there rooms, my grandma could be half asleep watching her soaps, but the second I put my headphones all the way on and start going about washing dishes (I find it relaxing) or fixing a snack, they're all in here
#especially the kitchen#if im in the kitchen I want to be left alone#y'all were just fucking in her go away#and (this is a call out. sorry grandma) its even more frustrating when they go in there. knowing you don't love sharing spaces sometimes-#to offer to make you food or to give you a rundown of whats where despite you doing a majority of the shopping#like yes. I know. i know there's ice pops and chicken and hamburgers but no buns cause I forgot to grab them...#I just want to enjoy being in the kitchen by my lonesome for 5 minutes without one of you people ruining it for me#I can't afford to live alone in this economy but I need to. I need to now.#I have too many issues to keep sharing a space#autism#sensory issues#actually autistic#put me out of my misery
