Iāve already told my best pals of this, but thereās so much in my life that Iāve gotten to think about during vacation and most of that has to do with what I want to do with my career/college choices and like I think I want to slow things down in all other angles?? I made my first semester kick ass and Iāve learned SO much about what I could handle and in an essence, I feel like I couldāve done so much more (academically.)
I learned that Iām so welcoming towards new ideas and that my compassion for others has grown ultimately to areas Iāve never understood before. But genuinely looking at it, I want to focus on myself. A lot. And I mean, thereās a lot of clarifying that still needs to be done in terms of my relationship(s). Yet I look at the workload that Iām going to be doing this semester. Do I want to take 19 units, along with learn new traditions and also run events as Vice President of a student organization? All in my first year???
well maybe, lmao. We shall see.
At this very moment, my biggest concern is desperately needing to find my chapstick.
Oh and one more thing.. these existential issues that Iāve had with my name for-freakin-ever came to mind again!. Iāve gotten accustomed to rarely hearing my full name unless itās with new people and Iāve gone through with nicknames like āAshzā and āAceā and I appreciate my pals for using them cos šš But Iāve also grown to like going by my initials. (Maybe the nonbinary feelios in me really appreciate that thereās no relation to anything, and itās still genuinely me.)
So yeah, 2017 is gonna get some real domination by Aen. (pronounced Ay-enn.) Forreeal, Iām hella excited.