#est rambles

[emetoandotherthings]

I frequently forget I have asthma, then get really confused when on occasion I feel bad after working out

Then I remember, and after taking my inhaler realise just how much I'm meant to Really breathe

[pehstrie]

I'm working on not being overly cautious/nervous while chatting with other, but the regular occurrence of "Is what I'm saying to x person to flirty? Or overly sweet."

Like I'm sure people who talk to me know thats just who I am, but I can't help but worry, if I come off like I'm flirting.

And to that I might be, but I don't know if I'd even know how to flirt.

Brr anyways warning mild venting in tags

Please bare with me (and any typos/grammer errors) its 3 am and I'm emotional

[emetoandotherthings]

Does anyone else ever feel like the eternal botherer? like I know I’m annoying people cause I’m annoying myself but that voice just niggles in the back of your head and it won’t go away cause everyone else knows and its just all too much and it just is