May 29, 2022
just thinking about this one girl that was a friend of a friend and found out i liked one of our classmates a lot and said ‘you know he’s like... never gonna like you right? cause you’re not... his type?’ and i had to stay there and laugh it off like i was not hurt lmao
#the funny thing is i already felt like he was never gonna like me lmao but to have it get told to me like that#i wonder what she gained#like what motivated her#it's truly crazy how much i think abt a total of... five? instances in my entire high school life that truly ruined my self estemm#esteem**#wait not five its actually four#in six years of high school (that's how it works here)#and i let those things define me#i'm older now and theyre still in the back of my head#so the point is be fucking mindful of your words !!1#rose.txt
