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happy birthday to meee

am 22 now :D

#esvie talks #dunno if this will be my proper return #the past few months have not been kind to me at all #but w/e at least i'm still here. i'm still alive #that's an accomplishment at least #but yeah #happy to see and hear from you all again <3

I went to a Warhammer store with my family today and had an unexpected blast! Well, I mean, you know me as the 40k fan I am, and I have been to their stores before, but always alone; and I was a bit nervous because my family is usually not big fans of the media I am into. But they found it (at least, the tabletop/model aspect) very cool!

some highlights:

a nice lady working at the store taught me how to assemble and paint a model. also had nice talk about both painting techniques and lore during.

I showed her my drawings of my 40K oc's, and she and a colleague helped me pick out paints that could achieve their colour schemes.

my mom was surprised that I was into 40K over Age of Sigmar, because 1. I usually like fantasy things over scifi things and 2. she thinks AOS models are more elegant and badass looking

however, she looked at Magnus the Red and said he was a "very pretty boy".

I bought my first box of models :D (and the paints + tools to go with them)

#i'm biased lol. of course she'd buy these out of everything!#gonna be a while before i actually take them out of the box and build + paint them. gotta go home for it #esvie talks #warhammer 40k #wh40k #adeptus mechanicus #admech #pteraxii

have yall missed me while I was gone?

#things have been extremely EXTREMELY garbo a few months ago. i've lost people and opportunities and it was devastating #but finally it's all starting to look up and in a way that's not going to be ripped away from me at the last second #i dooon't think i'll make a complete return here yet for various reasons #like yeah cool stuff around but my mental health is not the best and as usual there's stuff that gives psychic damage on the dash #but feel free to tag me in stuff and reach out to me. i'll see it!#esvie talks #delete later?

graduated today ahhhhhh I'm proud of myself and hopefully-finally free at least for a while

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it's probs far too early to say this but a third red-clad cyborg man has struck the esvie brain

#esvie talks #let's see how well this will age #bc i dont know SHIT outside of where he's from and how he looks #and i won't untul like a couple of months at least

#going to be on a break from tumblr for a while #maybe will pop back in here and there in coming weeks or so for an event but otherwise. gonna be gone #i'm terribly overwhelmed and won't be recovering anytime soon. a lot of shit's been happening over the past few weeks and days #sorry for all the tag games etc i never answered #anyone who's got me on discord and wish to contact me for whatever reason please do so there #esvie talks #delete when i come back

guess who just bought CLIP STUDIO PAINT (it was on sale!)

I'm gonna have a blast, hopefully - also heads up for if my art style suddenly changes, that's why.

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scaeralvi oh scaeralvi. I don't know what it is that's got my brainrot for her become terminal. maybe cus I put so much of myself into her. maybe it's the parts of her life that I (thankfully) could never experience, par for the course of the grimdarkness of the far future. and yet I could never talk about the thoughts I have of her here for various reasons (unless...?) like with all of my other oc's. all you will get is little pieces to infer from through reblogs and ask/tag games.

I keep telling myself that I should play the game. maybe then I can put something coherent and presentable. but for now just imagine me grabbing her in my mouth and shaking her like dog toy. she's a poor sad thing who's been through so much yet at the same time still needs a lot of sense beaten into her.

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