Soft sickly thoughts massaged my soul smoothly
You’re the worst addiction I could ever have
But I try to outsmart you.
Those (red) apples scare doctors
Who outlook the (blood splatters.)
(You, I can't) blame when the world
Plays the games of (flattery) and hiding
I (even) drowned (with)in (the pretty blue)
Nothing wrong in one pretty (flower)
Your words were my addiction.
I played with you, no one
And I’m trying my best to quit you, but
It's impossible when you’re just (dangling the lighter) in my face
Or did you smile at (it) , my pain
Not (even) one of the allegations (matter)
Like the three bloody blades
They're as (tattered) as a beggar's
The blue tore (my clothes)
(Aren't) beautiful anymore
(You have always made me feel like the) mentally sick, (mad)
You wanted me to be a (hatter)
Make you something that you'll cherish but won't credit me for
Though (I) am dead and you're alive
(Know that beauty platters shatter)
(Inside) yesterday's closet
Inide yesterday's (story)
(Always) Forgetten, unforgotten
This was a story of a cutter.
There is a hidden, rhyming poem, bracketed and coloured.