its haunting you know
my face frozen in time
is this how I looked to you?
in the cold November nights
when we sat by the basketball ground
and you asked me
what do you think about Ash?
I couldn’t tell you
about the fleeting thoughts
of ephemeral grief and love
that were larger than my hands
larger than the love I had for you
what do you think about Ash?
my friend asks while she freezes me in time
my skin warms of the sun that faces us
my eyes wander to the air that’s charged with us
my thoughts run all over the words of the song that’s playing for us
its haunting, this love this temporary permanence of life and moments
the soft passing of time
the harshness of memories
its all caught up within me
and i’m frozen in time, all over again.

















