#eulogier.

[ourblued]

[ 📲 message sent: ]  take a guess. which emoji did i place next to your name on my phone? / ft. @eulogier + billie !

[ 📲 cousin greg ] is it . . a fucking animal emoji ?

[ 📲 cousin greg ] if it is , i’m blocking you . immediately .

[ 📲 cousin greg ] or is it a heart ?

[ourblued]

@eulogier . cont. from here !

in truth , billie has never considered greg . well -- maybe once , when they were drunk & thinking about the people they'd have a one night stand with , but it stopped there . other than that , they've never entirely considered him . just because of their close friendship , relationship of sorts that people want to call it . sure , they were friends , but friends to a certain degree , in the sense that billie hated him publicly , nonetheless , liked his company in private .

what with the evening being there & billie . . well , having a nice time with greg in their apartment , drinks & all -- ice cream , like some type of warmth , some calmness that they didn't think they'd entirely have because of work , because of how stressed they had seemed . yet , greg manages to take that all away & billie doesn't know how , was it because of his personality that made them feel calmer ? eyeing the other on their doorstep , billie sucks in a breath , wondering what's rummaging through his mind at the moment , considering that he keeps looking at them as if they meant something more to him . did they ? that was the question at hand .

" it was . . really good , " they're musing , with a soft chuckle leaving their lips , shuddering from the cold air , arms soon crossed loose against their chest , listening to his words . " the catching up , yeah . so fun doing that with you . "

it's funny , billie's never seen greg in this light before , however , they're seeing him quite differently , it's interesting how he's . . what's the word ? breathless ? something like that , right ? maybe it's the alcohol thinking for billie -- nonetheless , their thoughts get clouded by his hands touching their almost cold face , soon shared with the warmth of his palms . lips soon touching their own , heart beating way too loud against their chest : was this something they were dreaming ? was it a dream ? it felt like one .

yet , there he goes , pulling away . billie's face is covered with red , another shiver leaving their lips , nodding their head in a rush at his words . " that was . . thanks for . . " they're starting to mumble , chewing down on their lower lip , never forgetting the taste of his on theirs . " see you on monday ! "