Episode 2 ~ Two Of A Kind
So I lead her to my tiny living room and wait for her explanation.
"It's just, I thought I would be so nervous in front of the camera," she starts, in a seemingly good mood about this. "You know, millions of people will see this, they'll see me completely, COMPLETELY! You understand? It was kind of thrilling in a way."
"I'm sure," so she's the type that enjoys people watching her I guess? "Was Maxwell really that amazing or something?"
"Well...no, the sex was just sex but I don't know, the feeling that so many people will see this and desire me in that way, want me in that way, I don't know! It's hard to explain really."
"So what I'm hearing is you have no regrets?"
"None at all! In fact, you should give it a try!"
I shake my head at once, deciding then and there that it won't happen. "I'm happy for you because this is one thing you can't have regrets about. It'll be on the internet forever once its there, you know? But for me, I can't Eva, my dad would kill me, first of all, second of all it would be the end of my modeling career."
"You know how many simoleons you can make? You could move out of this dingy place in a week with just one scene, you know that, right?"
Still I shake my head, this time firmly and a little annoyed that she's persisted and insulted my poor living conditions. No one insults my dingy place by me! "Feels like a shortcut to me," I say tersely but saying that little bit stung her and so I soften my next reply. "I'm happy for you though if that's what you enjoy. Seems like it's at least an exciting career choice, right?"
Honestly, I'm not sure I'll see Eva the same again. Not that I'll see her in a negative way but I know she'll have been with more men in a year then I'll be with in my life, at least that's what I think. I’m not one to shame for a body count but at the same time... I don’t know. I'm not completely closing the door on this career path but I'd honestly have to be desperate to take a step down that road.