Story Time
So I'm gunna talk about something that once its said seems like total common sense.
If a deity contacts you, DONT IGNORE THEM. Story(rant) time.
I dont connect well with any deity, I never have, but one day I found one that I was VERY drawn to. We connected on a deep level and he was very willing to work with me, it was fantastic. A friend was even following the same deity and learning his path and I was so excited, everything felt right. But whenever I'd try and talk to my friend or our mentor about my journey, or ask questions or anything, he would say I should stick to the things I know or they'd give me a strange look and just ignore me. I still have no idea what that was about, but it hurt immensely. So I left and looked elsewhere for info. I end up on different websites, one of which is this one, but most of them say the same thing. That I shouldn't be interacting with this deity or learning this path because of my race, that its cultural appropriation and I should back the fuck off. I felt really fucking guilty, I did seek out this deity rather than him finding me, and I don't want to upset people with my ignorance, so I listened and I backed off. I stopped talking to him, took his things off my alter, and after a couple months he sent me several very obvious signs, trying damn hard to get my attention. At that point you think "oh but deity>human right? So you listened to the deity?" Nope. I'm a fucksickle. I ignored the signs. It hurt, and was an incredible mistake, but that's the choice I made. And now, I am more alone than I have ever been before. No coven, no deity, no friends, dont ever do what I did. Listen. to. the. deities.