#every first time

[ani-coolgirl]

Y'all, I finished the final Every First Time entry of season 10... I've officially got 1/3 of the series left for this project. We're really in the weeds now, lads!!

[ani-coolgirl]

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Episode: s11e05 Thin Lizzie (Supernatural), Sibling Incest, Hand Jobs, Unresolved Emotional Tension, References to Canon-Typical Violence, References to serial killers, Fetishization of Violence Series: Part 232 of Every First Time Summary:

Sam and Dean have a completely normal discussion about killing people while lying on a famous murderess's bed (it's not actually her bed... probably).

[ani-coolgirl]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Episode: s10e22 The Prisoner (Supernatural), Sibling Incest, Spanking, Belts, Masturbation, Bad BDSM Etiquette, Lack of Communication, Unresolved Emotional Tension Series: Part 225 of Every First Time Summary:

It's not about being forgiven, it's about helping where you can. (AKA, Sam ambiguously offers himself up to Dean after Charlie's death and they're both in denial about why they do what they do during and after.)

[ani-coolgirl]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester, Sam Winchester/Piper Wright Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Episode: s11e04 Baby (Supernatural), Sibling Incest, First Time, Hand Jobs, Frottage, Car Sex Series: Part 231 of Every First Time Summary:

Sam sings in his sleep. Dean makes him sing while he's awake.

[ani-coolgirl]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Episode: s10e17 Inside Man (Supernatural), Sibling Incest, Hand Jobs, Lack of Communication, Dean Winchester Bears the Mark of Cain Series: Part 220 of Every First Time Summary:

Sam doesn't want to leave Dean alone after his nightmare. Dean fails to convince him to leave. This is both a good and bad thing.

[ani-coolgirl]

So! I'm sure many of you (or at least a few of you... Right?) have been looking around here and thinking, "Hey! Those fantastic Every First Time fics have been taking a long time to come out lately!" And you wouldn't be wrong! I've been slowing down in general because of The Madness (aka, these things just get harder and harder to write the more continuity I have to work with), but more recently I've taken up The Physical Activity on Mondays and Tuesdays which often gets me home late. And when I get home late it takes even longer to Get Started so I don't make much writing progress on those days. I apologize! But don't worry, I'll never give up on this project. I'm in too deep at this point...

[ani-coolgirl]

Every First Time is now over 400,000 words long! That's longer than an entire His Dark Materials series! Fun fact: me, Philip Pullman, and Eric Kripke all love examining religion through the lens of fiction, especially by referencing Paradise Lost. However, I statistically have a lot more incest in my work than the other two.