#everyday crap

[kepakuk-okroshka]

I went back to printing random photos, including edited photos of my hand. to say that I am delighted with this style of printouts is an understatement. I intend to take more pictures, edit and print them because it looks very hype

(especially this part)

[megmca]

My face when I trap that fly between the window and the screen:

[ceresoktavia]

Everyone following my story on Ao3 for more than just a few months knows that little Ceres is a very slow poke at writing. But why is it this way .. welp, lemme give you an example of how my pinball mind works:

I’m having several folders to keep an overview over what I’m doing + as a German I write in German first and translate into English later ... I don’t need to say that it’s taking a lot of time, do I?

Then there are Snippets I need to get out of my system or even different Versions of Chapters ... which is taking up quite some time as well and welp chapter 10 isn’t the first chapter that got more than one version ... but I always keep the first draft until I’m done

and last but not least there is my current side project that keeps me not only distracted but my motivation up high, since exchanging snippets with @jaldabaoth666​ is so much fun and we girls cheer each other on to no end :D also again, loads of snippets that will end up within the chapters later, but I have them already written, again pinball mind x3

[shinysherlock]

ACK. Somewhere in this house is the power cord to this laptop....

[emmaartista]

Its funny how people are soo judgemental like once they see my tatt or that the side of my head is shaved or all my pericings they think im a bad person who isnt fit to be a mom. Stfu im a great mom. Shame on you for being judgemental, I feel bad for your kids for having a shitty parent like you.

[slightly-sidetracked]

This week's causes of anxiety

*trying to figure out which trains to book to and from the airport

*research to buy a new camera.

*that i'm silly thinking i'll figure out how a DSLR camera works

*trying to remember how to pack a backpack

*i've never even slept in a tent and now i'm going trekking around mongolia

*i hate my job

*what if i bought the wrong sleeping bag and i'll freeze to death?

*i bought a bycicle and now i'm afraid i'm not using it enough to validate it's purchase

*it took me over 3 weeks to decide which towel to buy on etsy

*i should clean and tidy more around my flat

*what if my fellow travellers hate me? or i hate them?

*i have two backpacks to take with me and no idea how i'll lug both of them around the trainstation and the airport. twice.

*should i, or shouldn't i buy a new matress? i'm currently almost literally on my way out the door to ikea and i'm still feeling anxiously doubtful about buying one

*i should do more rather than just sit around. but i'm so nervous and anxious about that i feel i literally can't move. let alone tidy out my sewing crap or go to the craftstore. or even to a fucking museum.

*how many t-shirts i should pack? and underwear? and what if i can't do my laundry? and should i take a hat with me or just assume some tourist stand somewhere in peking will have nice ones for sale? what if it's hotter than i think it will be? or colder?

*will people laugh at me because i don't have the 'professional' trekking outfits but just some h&m stuff that i hope will suffice?

*what if these other people really don't like me?

[saltyiceprince]

Those people who says they are busy and have no time for anything

and I'm just like "lies, you're just really really lazy"

[arethronok-blog]

That feeling... When you put your jeans on and they're so cold from being on the floor overnight that you can literally feel your body heat softening up the denim.