Dec 16, 2015
I miss you. I miss you so much my soul aches for your love. It might have been bad, mad, sad love but it was something. I see you in everything. I still feel your memory with me. I still hear your voice & your laugh & sometimes I wish I could go back and change things between us. I found a card from our first date. I remembered you squeezing my hand while you drove. There's blood everywhere & I miss you like I'm drowning under ice cold water and I'm chained to the bottom. I still want to call you every day. I still want to tell you everything I think about & everything I feel. Your number is still engraved on my phone. Your voice is still burning my chest. I miss you. I feel worthless. I need you. Please come back.