#everything'sfine

[sassygayassassin]

Nicole: I saw you burnt the cake in the oven.

Waverly: It was supposed to be a surprise.

Nicole: The black smoke and fire alarm were a surprise.

Waverly: Hey at least I didn't burn the Haught-cakes ;)

[ifeelsixfeettall]

[itssira]

Weekend study sessions for exams this week 🙃

[forebodingbodies]

Taking the punches as they come, and boy, are they hard punches. 😧

[ilovegirlsfoodnboys]



December

Neck Deep

Stumbled around the block a thousand times You missed every call that I had tried So now I’m giving up A heartbreak in mid December You don’t give a fuck You never remember me While you’re pulling on his jeans Getting lost in the big city I was looking out our window Watching all the cars go Wondering if I’ll see Chicago Or a sunset on the west coast Or will I die in the cold Feeling blue and alone I wonder if you’ll ever hear this song on your stereo

I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I’m the last thing you’d remember It’s been a long lonely December I wish I’d known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That’s the last thing I remember It’s been a long lonely December

Cast me aside to show yourself in a better light I came out grieving, barely breathing and you came out alright But I’m sure you’ll take his hand I hope he’s better than I ever could have been My mistakes were not intentions this is a list of my confessions I couldn’t say

Pain is never permanent but tonight it’s killing me

I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I’m the last thing you’d remember It’s been a long lonely December I wish I’d known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That’s the last thing I remember It’s been a long lonely December

I miss your face You’re in my head There’s so many things that I should have said A year of suffering, a lesson learned 

I miss your face You’re in my head There’s so many things that I should have said A year of suffering, a lesson learned 

I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I’m the last thing you’d remember It’s been a long lonely December I wish I’d known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That’s the last thing I remember It’s been a long lonely December

[lowgravity]

Tell me how long it takes to fill an empty heart

To let it wash away and take it back,

take it back,

Back to the way we burned

Like we were falling stars.

[lowgravity]

Everytime I listen to this song, I Think of you. You're so much more than that...

"(s)He'll pick you up just to knock you down,

One day I'll see you both in hell.

Is it everything you thought it'd be?

When (s)he's lying there I bet you thing of me.

I swear (s)he'll only dress you up,

Go out just to show you off.

I don't know what you see.

You're MORE than just a Mannequin to ME"

[mainginger13]

band stealing slut?

Okay all you people that make going to concerts a career;

Say that you introduced someone to a band. You let them listen to your copy of this band's album and you took them to this band's concert. The person really ends up liking this band which is great, because that's something you both can share. In return, this person introduces you to one of their favorite bands and you may or may not fall in love with the bass player and you go to a few of their concerts and you feel infinite together. But then something happens. And the two of you have to walk away from eachother, you "break-up" if you will. It wasn't a bad break-up. It was just two very different people walking away from eachother. A five year friendship is great, but a long distance five year friendship is hard. A person changes so much in 5 years and if you're not changing together, then you're growing apart. No matter how hard you try, you can't always force something to work, even if it means throwing away 5 years of secrets, giggling, tears; the whole inner workings of a best friend relationship. So again, not a bad breakup/divorce/splitting of best friends/replacement of a best friend/whatever you want to call it. Just finally walking away from something that so blantantly wasn't working out. This obviously isn't a hypothetical situation. This is real. I'm not going to name names or put anyone in a line of fire, but I really want to know if I'm in the wrong here. I havent spoken to this person in almost 2 months. When we spoke at the last concert we were both at, which incidentally was a tour of the band she introduced me to along with the band I introduced her to, right after i parted ways with her, I would have been just fine ignoring her existence but she came up to me. In an effort not to be a bitch, I answered all her questions. I didn't offer up any more information than I had to. I wasn't going to pretend everything was fine, when it really wasnt. Now the band she introduced me to is playing in my area. I really like them alot. I listen to their newest album constantly. I mentioned to an acquaintance, who is friends with this person, that I was going to see the band in my area at the end of next month after she posted lyrics from one of their songs. I didn't do it to be spiteful, and I didn't do it because I knew my former friend would see it, I honestly didn't even think about it. I said something because I'm really excited about it and I knew the person who posted the lyrics would understand my excitement. I was supposed to see another band next Wednesday but I'm not able to go, so seeing The Summer Set at the end of October will be my first concert since the summer. All you concert go-ers know the infinite feeling you get when you're at a show. That feeling that comes over you where you just let the music take you. You love the band and everyone around you loves the band and for just those few songs, that's something everyone can take part in. Going to concerts gives me such a high and such a huge rush of emotion that I don't find anywhere else. I work full time and go to school full time so concerts are my outlet. The issue here is that my former friend is mad that I'm going to see the Summer Set on October 26th at the Altar Bar in Pittsburgh. She didn't directly tell me this, but a short 3 hours after I mentioned to this mutual person that I'm going she tweets this "dear band stealing slut- i plan to make your life a livng hell. just thought you should know ahead of time so you can prepare. sincerely, me" and "so fucking pissed off my blood is boiling." She is the kind of person who goes around calling them "her babies," and she'll ask you how long you've like The Summer Set just so she can tell you she's been a SummerSetter longer than you. Then she'll proceed to tell you how may TSS shows she's been to until finally, you give and say "yes, you're superior to me. to you want a fucking cooke!?" The first tweet is an insult and a threat all rolled into one. Obviously she was my best friend for a while and she knows some stuff about me so she's capable. And the second, I mean, if you're going to be that upset over the fact that I'm going to a concert to support a band I really like, I think you need to re-evalute your life. I'm not trying to marry any of them, or be their best freind, or high-jack her plan to move to Arizonia and be room mates with Stephen Gomez. I just want to go, get my concert high, and come home and study for a test. It's not even like I'm traveling very far to see them, it's like 30 minutes, maximum.

What I want, is your opinion. Is this person wrong in being SO MAD that I'm going to this show? Or is she allowed to claim the Summer Set as her own? I really want to go to this show but I hate the drama that comes from being involved with this person but at the same time I dont want her to stop me from seeing this band I like when they're SO close and bands don't come to Pittsburgh very often. :/