Tell me how to cope with hard days.
I don't know how to cope with hard days.
Hard days in my dictionary meaning, the day where things happened and it conflicts my emotions in such raging manner. In other word, it's just overwhelming for me to take it in.
It's even more frustrating that I can't even talk it out with people around me. Due to my lack of ability for being a social beings and/or that I can't sort it out with certain people involved.
And the worst, worst thing is the fact that this kind of thing triggered the fragility of me handling my life, as sad emotions usually gets the best of me.
I thought I find a way out to feel better by helping people I care about, but I wish things are as simple as I would say it out loud; I need time to recharge. I need time to grief over small obstacles I have to face. In the end of the day I couldn't really help any of my friends or even learning how to handle hard days better.
I miss being a child.