Jan 13
i’m so upset that dnp being so open and happy and gay couldn’t happen at a worse time in my personal life. i should be livin la vida loca watching hard launch religiously and reblogging all night long but instead i feel like im being hunted for sport and crying and getting so angry i feel like i could die :)
#talk#to delete#been absent for a while now and well. that’s why! don’t think i’m coming back anytime soon either i just have no capacity for anything#except surviving rn#every time they upload i feel like shit bc i know i wont muster up the effort to watch it anytime soon#feels awesome not even having the energy to engage in your favorite interest :)#especially when that interest has never been more back :))))#whatever.