#except when i do

[fiend-for-culture]

having depression on top of anxiety specifically about dying is so dumb, like half my days i feel miserable for no reason but if i think about it ending too much then i have a full blown panic attack. ridiculous.

[whoreocookiesnmilk]

If you’ve cum to my posts you owe me a book.

[ikft]

It would be great if I had the patience to do more fanart 😝 So soothing to doodle.

[notagarroter]

I write fanfic infrequently -- my last fic was published in 2021. And my fic tends toward niche interests in a currently quiet fandom. And it's been a long time since I've made any effort to promote my fic. So it's no surprise that I'm lucky to get maybe one or two kudos in the course of an average month. (It's always a good day when I get them!)

So imagine my surprise when I woke up this morning to an email notification of EIGHT kudos, from FOUR different people.

What on earth happened?

[letters-to-rosie]

idk if i've ever said it before but i absolutely love listening to you talk about ekko and honestly your analysis/meta is like a smooth 45% of the reason i like him as much as i do now bc i didn't have strong feelings about him one way or the other at first but just seeing how passionate you are about it and the way you break down some of the key elements of his character def made me appreciate him a lot more esp once i realized how similar his views are to mine (+ side note but it's so nice seeing another black person in fandom who Gets It lmao i'm so glad we're mutuals 🫶🏽)

ahhhhhhh this is great because I love talking about him lol he deserves so much!

I definitely got more into Ekko's character over time, but he was my favorite from my first watch. I was like "wow I don't have a favorite but I love everybody, man I really resonate with Vi and feeling responsible for her family hmm" and then Ekko showed up and said "and you still block with your face" and I was like wow I found my guy lmao. I'm a sucker for sass. but that appreciation of the layers of his character despite his short screentime grew and continue to do so

and yessssss I feel like out of the number of mutuals I have a lot of them are black and it's fantastic, obviously love everybody but it's so nice not to have to explain yourself 🫶🏽

[tennessoui]

Okay but Kit, have you ever watched Ewan’s puppy interview?? It popped in my feed again and I’m like this is so freaking adorable but if it was Obi-Wan, Anakin would be seething and jealous of puppies. Or just melting, like us 🤷🏻‍♀️

in a wild and somehow shameful and yet shameless turn of events, that puppy interview was like.

the very first ewan mcgregor interview I’d ever seen

Like. Before that specific interview, I only ever heard his voice doing other character voices through watching movies and tv shows…but when that interview came out right before kenobi…..

Literally paused everything to watch because I know my weaknesses

(and that video is all of them)

[xcelestial]

when one half of ur otp is immortal and the other half is human and u just,,,, need to cry about it

[laurenablack]

Horny Angry Tango from Crazy Ex-Girlfriend is a Scam X Jodie song okay-