angry anon: okay haha how about "sigh(s/ed)"?
god…. the thing is that i fucking know i overuse the word sigh and i even know i overused it recently, but the only thing coming up when i search is an excerpt from the rule 63 aftg fic i started writing and again didnt change the names on. (as a reminder: i know and i dont wanna hear it)
Once they were making out in an empty stairwell, which was the kind of thing Kevin needed to be too smart for but really apparently wasn’t at all, and Jeremy pulled back all of a sudden, which she did all the time to have these intense but weirdly peppy little talks. That time, she pressed a kiss to Kevin’s cheek and said while staring straight into her eyes, “You matter, you know that?”
And Kevin said, “Duh, I’m the second-ranked college exy player in the country,” which made Jeremy sigh and kiss her other cheek.
“You don’t matter because you play exy,” Jeremy said, soft and slow. “You matter because you’re you.”
Kevin wanted to tell her that that didn’t mean anything, that the concept of a self separate from exy was a fantasy, but it seemed like too much to get into, so instead, she said, “Babe.” Pet names always sounded mocking coming out of her mouth, but Jeremy didn’t seem to mind. “That’s really stupid.”
send me a word and if it features in a wip i’ll post an excerpt