#excerptsfromabookillneverwrite

[thingsnobodywillread]

Fine Line, Harry Styles

we’ll be alright, you whispered

even as

our world was crumbling,

the flames threatening to engulf us

and you slipped away from me,

you said it so confidently, too,

leaving me with no choice but

to believe you,

because how could i not, until

i blinked and was left standing

alone

clinging to the lie i still believed

even as

you walked away, dragging your promises

behind you

[organised-anarchy]

sun may have danced on her skin  but i got to taste her every inch  hence universe, i win                     -moi

[yvonnemariannagreen]

I’m so afraid that tomorrow I will regret the decisions I make today. And we live in the same universe, but we’re all seeing it in a different light, how can we know we won’t change our point of view the day after tomorrow, free to change our orbits, free to decide new every day. So how do we know we’re making the greatest choice of our lives and not to biggest mistake? Because sometimes these things feel way to similar.

@yvonnemariannagreen

[damnlovestories]

Beautiful

I find it so incredibly beautiful how though there are billions of people on this Earth, an encounter with one person has the ability to change your life forever. We are born onto this Earth alone, and inevitably we will die alone, but in that time in between, to have someone that makes you feel less alone is precious.

[theheartwantswhatitwants1]

Day dreaming about our future is my new favorite hobby

[deadd011s]

...and yet, I couldn’t help this feeling of wanting something more, something electric, something wild. It was this craving for intoxication. I wanted love to be feral and unpredictable and I wanted to feel on fire. I wasn’t looking for a sweet boy, no, I was looking for some sort of magic, the kind I believed I would find in someone awful. A bad boy if you will. However, I began to realize they have no magic. Yes they intoxicate you, but not with their love, with their lies you take as truth. Yes they make you feel on fire, but on fire in the sense that your skin feels like it’s melting and you want to peel it off and escape the ashes. There is nothing special in a bad boy. Nothing you should ever wish upon yourself. Do not make the mistake I did. -August/and yet

[jfipoetry]

Acceptance

I burn cigarettes to forget our memories because we don’t have any photos together that I could use instead. I don’t have any texts to delete because I regretted sending one when you were online and deleted them when I realised they’ve been left unread. I don’t know how to blame you when the line between the truth and the lie is so fine. You make me wonder if we ever did exist or is it my mind playing tricks on me again. It’s too numbing and I cannot feel the pain. The hollowness in my chest has been replaced by a feeling of acceptance. Acceptance that my dignity is greater than our romance.                                              - j.f.i

[azkajoyo]

He was the reason I could never fully move on. I, for all reasons that he has given me, was still utterly in love with him. With all my heart and all there is to that. All my mother's suitors and the boy who waited for me, long washed away for he was the only boy that has stole my being. Leaving trail of kisses down my spine, chilling me to the core, swarming butterflies within me, lighting me up. If i could return back in time and avoid meeting him, I would. This heart would not for a second hesitate to be fully whole, yet i know deep down that if i ever see him again i would have fallen as i did the first time. The same way, the same boy and the same heartbreak.

-azka- 18 March 2017