A while ago you asked if anyone would stop you if you said you were going to delete and I said I would but I also said that no one would stop me and you said you would. But I deleted my blog. I gave people time to get information from me to keep contact or whatever. I'm not saying you were actually supposed to stop me or that it was your fault or anything but it just reminded me of that. And I really don't know why I'm messaging you. I think I'm just sad that no one bothered to care that I left.
Omg this just makes me even sadder that I remember that conversation and exactly who you are. I am really sorry, love. I honestly can’t help but feel like I failed you and failed to keep my promise to you. If I would have known I would've stopped you. I’m really sorry that people are shit, that I’m shit for letting you down and ignoring you. I know we were nothing close but you were still considered a friend to me.













