What if I told you that I acquired exFallen, the latest album from personal love and 100 Days Of subjects Yukueshirezutsurezure, roughly 20 minutes after it officially became available, and then didn’t listen to it until, well, yet, because I waiting for this particular song and MVto come out to subject myself to what was to come? Believe it or not, that’s the boat that I’m in, and I was nervous…
English translation and romanization below the cut. Thank you to my dearest papermaiden for the coffee! :)
ENGLISH
I’m born, fall, tremble, then I start walking on a white night
It’s too late. I hide with vicious fangs
I’ve got regrets upon regrets
The night will someday end, and yet I hang my head
I smash it all up, then for the first time ever
too late I realize what’s important to me. “I don’t wanna lose this”
The light vanished while I held your letter in my hand
I beg for forgiveness from my mirror, not the world
The thing I’m crying and screaming like a fallen dream is my wish
Perpetually dizzy, on the verge of rotting
I understand, I’ll never forget the profound encounter we had
I was trapped in deep darkness,
forgetting important things. But I will never forget it.
I’ve started to forget what it means to live,
and I’ve been hiding the weak parts of myself
I’m questioning myself for not being able to cry about it,
and numb from the suffering.
It’s myself I can’t forgive, not the world
Feelings I can’t distract myself from, a faint hope pulling me along
I won’t forget what it means to live. I won’t make you sad ever again.
I beg for forgiveness from you, not the world
The thing I’m crying and screaming is my wish,
and I will until it someday reaches you
I won’t forget what it means to live. I won’t forget to live
I’ll scream it to you, until it reaches you again
Do you mind if I do it silently?
Look at me and laugh as I lose sight of things, and suffer.
If you smiled, I’d be able to stand up again.
Forever.
ROMAJI
umare ochite furuete byakuya arukidasu
too late, kakusu wa kyouaku na kiba de
koukai ni koukai wo kasanete’ru yoru wa itsuka akeru noni utsumuku
yurushi wo kou wa sekai janaku kagami no naka
nakisakebu no wa negai furu yume no gotoku
kudakechitte hajimete taisetsu na nani ka
too late, kidzuku no “mou ushinaitakunai”
hikari ga kiete te ni shita kodoku
kiri ga nai hodo memai kuchiru sunzen ni
rikai suru fukai deai wasurerarenakute
I was trapped in deep darkness,
forgetting important things. But I will never forget it.
ikiru igi wasurekake yowai koto kakushite iku
nakenai jibun utagai kurushimi mo mahi shite’te.
yurusenai mono sekai janai jibun jishin
magirenai kono kimochi taguru kasuka na kibou
ikite iku imi wasurenai nido to kimi wo kanashimase wa shinai.
yurushi wo kou wa sekai janaku kimi ni muke
nakisakebu no wa negai itsuka todoku made
ikite iku imi wasurenai ikite iku koto wasurenai
sakebu yo mata todoku made koe ni naranakute ii yo?
miushinai kurushimu boku mite waratte.
kimi ga waraeba, boku wa mata tateru.
itsumademo.
What if I told you that I acquired exFallen, the latest album from personal love and 100 Days Of subjects Yukueshirezutsurezure, roughly 20 minutes after it officially became available, and then didn’t listen to it until, well, yet, because I waiting for this particular song and MVto come out to subject myself to what was to come? Believe it or not, that’s the boat that I’m in, and I was nervous…
English translation and romanization below the cut. Thank you papermaiden for the coffee, you’re the best!
ENGLISH
Welcome from the garbage heap! We tend to leave our dignity behind
Extraordinary thrills, downers, special attacks in each lap
We change in the blink of an eye. Didn’t catch it?
Then you gotta pay in cash, right? Yeah, that’s right!
Retreating from a losing battle? Now isn’t that stupid? Loads.
Ignoring the doomsday omens,
comprehending the details. ultramarine justice
Because the situation between you and I’s ready to pop open
In this life we’ll go wild, absolutely incoherent!
Dancing, the future’s awesome
Until this sound we hear stops...
At the very least, we’ll attack, we’ll succumb
We’ll draw blood, we’ll smile about it-- we’re career criminals
We burn blue, we rage on, oh 1・2・3・4！
I sweat so bad I look uncool every single time
Ah, she’s never had that happen to her “So original”
Society’s so worthless, just Say Goodbye to it
We’re totally lost-- “Goodbye, world!”
A spiritual heart. We pass being human,
and transform into beasts. Our opportunity, our stage
Oh, an initiation? Gimme all your thoughts and feelings
Your spirit, the symbols. How many times now? It’s all nonsense!
Singing, isn’t it awesome how genius we are?
Until this sound we hear stops...
I’ve completely forgotten all this time passing me by
The memories will just fade
So there’s meaning to existing in the here and now. Let’s do this!
YT, I destroy the already existing world
GJ, I make an oath along with eternity
Days of hesitation, regret, crying
I don’t wanna look back on the past
We sing wearily, wandering aimlessly in search of something,
Shida Mare Ko Tsuya more
We sing wearily, wandering aimlessly in search of something,
a she-beast on four legs
Ignoring the doomsday omens,
comprehending the details. ultramarine justice
Because the situation between you and I’s ready to pop open
In this life we’ll go wild, absolutely incoherent!
Dancing, the future’s awesome
Until this sound we hear stops...
ROMAJI
hakidame kara youkoso. hinkaku okiwasuregachi
ketahazure no suriru dauna- isshuu nite tokkouketsu
mabataku ma ni henka minogashi genkin desho? hai, sou desu!
makeikusa ni tairo? baka janai? yoyuu.
shuumatsuron-teki zenchou mushi kore naiyou rikai gunjou seigi
biko-zu kimi to hazeru hodo no joutai
konjou kyousou zettai shirimetsuretsu! danshingu ii jan mirai
kono oto ga tomaru made wa...
semete semeru kokeru. chi deru warau no joushuuhan
aoku moeru takeru oh one two three four!
maikai dasai kurai ni ase hanpanai a, sonna koto nai ko “dokusouteki”
kudaranai shakai ne to Say Good Bye. yukue shirezu ni “itte kimasu!”
yuishinron-teki seishin ichi ningen kosu juuoka kikai sute-ji
a-men, kyokaiden? omoi wa zenbu choudai
konjou shouchou nankai shirimetsuretsu! shingingu ii jan kisai
kono oto ga tomaru made wa...
toorisugite’ku toki boukyaku omoide wa aseru kara
ima ni iru imi ga aru iza yukan
YT kison sekai kowasu GJ eien to tomo ni chikau
tamerai koukai naku Days
kako furimukitakunai
yukue shirezu ni samayoi motome tsurezure ni utau shidamareko tsuya. more
yukue shirezu ni samayoi motome tsurezure ni utau yonsoku juumesu
shuumatsuron-teki zenchou mushi kore naiyou rikai gunjou seigi
biko-zu kimi to hazeru hodo no joutai
konjou kyousou zettai shirimetsuretsu! danshingu ii jan mirai
kono oto ga tomaru made wa...
English translation and romanization below the cut. Thank you papermaiden for the coffee! :)
ENGLISH
Loud! Unbalance, xi and Do or Die. Splitting open with the horn
giving me my ANSWER, TwiLight I say I’M BORED,
I’ve got my destiny in the palm of my hand
It’s all FAKE, just some ambiguous photographs
I’m losing sight of reality, it’s getting worn down
Decapitations! Darkness remains! Did it hit you?
Half-ass it and you win by default. There’s vectors all over the place
Justice is the cinders left in their wake
Take the DICE! Your warning’s multi-faceted. All the best to you,
deep down beneath your future tear-stained face
Smile, it’s okay! Keep being awkward, irregular
in the morning when you wake up
I cry, believing that I’m impaired, and am all alone
I’m sick of myself for being so full of contradictions
Silent night and cry and cry Why?
Dead Line? to lie or Die Make the wrong choice
Contemplation, illusions, I’m Done making suggestions
Enlightenment, the deep-seated pity NEVER ENDS
There is no savior... and that’s why...
Raise × Blind
How long do I spend moping like that, generally speaking?
Chronic, brutal feelings of loneliness. Outlaws with morals
The partial taboo against refuting arguments makes me really nervous?
There’s FAKES all over the place, fuzzy monograms
A reality I’m losing sight of, and virtual images
Decapitations! Darkness remains! Did it hit you?
Stand firm, back to back and another person, just half-ass it
It’s asymmetrical. I’ll make it ring loud and clear
Take the DICE! Symmetrical violence. I was so full, so full of deceit.
The worth of my existence is a ?
Keep smiling, please. Stay awkward, irregular,
all through a morning you’ll never wake up from
I cry, believing that I’m impaired, and am all alone
I’m sick of myself for being so full of contradictions
Cry and cry and cry end cry. Why?
ROMAJI
Loud! anbaransu xi and Do or Die keiteki no ANSER to
harisake towai Light say TSUMANMAI unmei wa tenohira
FAKE no arekore ayafuya fotogurafu miushinau shinjitsu wa mamou
zan! kurayami zan! kuratta?
ii kagen fusenshou bekutoru achikochi seigi wa kiseki no moekasu
meshimase DICE tamenteki keikoku
mirai no nakigao no sono oku ni sachi are
waratte yo ii yo bukiyou na mama fuzoroi yume kara sameta asa ni
fujiyuu tte kimetsuke naite hitori
mujun darake jibun ni iyake
Silent night and cry and cry Why?
Dead Line? to lie or Die sentaku yo, machigae
meisou gensou rensou Done keimou shinsou renjou OWANNAI
kyuuseishu nado inai... dakara
FAKE wa sokorajuu aimai monoguramu miushinau shinjitsu to kyozou
zan! kurayami zan! kuratta?
ii kagen kizen to hitori to, senaka awase
hitaishou sore da naraseru.
meshimase DICE taishou no bouryoku
giman ni michi michita sonzai kachi wa ? (question)
waratte’te douka bukiyou de ite fuzoroi yume kara samenu asa wo
fujiyuu tte kimetsuke naite hitori mujun darake jibun ni iyake
Silent night and cry and cry Why?
