Progress
Wow, reading through just a little of what I’ve wrote throughout my healing process is refreshing. I don’t feel so desperate anymore, and this may be good or bad, but right now it feels good. The urgency exists inside me, I’m sure of it, but right now I need to heal the un-urgent part of me and I feel like she is thriving. Saving and learning and the biggest goal I am setting for myself in 2018 AND wish to develop is being UNAPOLOGETIC.
I’m not sorry for being myself, in fact I have to fight to be it.
I am fighting to be me, and I have made strides in being unapologetic, but I need to find a way to do it that works for me. Me and only me. Cutting lose those strings of attachment are not easy, and they aren’t healthy ones either.
Ok, progress. Great. Let’s continuing hustling, Meli. tvb tqm ily <3