#Repost @penninoir ・・・ Preventative Health Care experience in the Ultra Orthodox community. Sharing this for #mentalhealthmonday Follow @mentaldepictions for mental health awareness . . My heart pounds: I’m back Back where ? My hometown The place I come from The place I was raised They say I’m from here, but I say I’m not I never belonged Yet, I don’t belong anywhere else I want to go back home But is home now really my home I’m confused, like always I’m afraid of judgment, yet I sit here judging everyone else Why? I don’t know I say I don’t know a lot My body is about to be opened By someone Someone I don’t know Someone I don’t like Someone I don’t know why I don’t like Dear God are you real I was taught that you are I believe that you are But why do you make me feel this way Why do you make me suffer sometimes Is it me ? Am I suffering because I want to suffer I’m different I’m okay though Being different is who I am The visit is done My body is clean she said But is it That I will never know I feel sad But this too shall pass . . #mentalhealtmonday #awareness #preventativecare #exhasid #hasidic #belong #confused ##mentaldepiction #nyc #photography #art #psychologymajor #blackandwhite #mondayvibes #religion #beyou (at New York, New York)