#existcd

[resetmade]

       𝟎𝟎𝟓.      @existcd​  /  💖

          ‘  what  are  you  playing  ?  ’     girl  will  lean  forward  ,    peer  over  the  shoulder  of  her  sister  .   the  screen  looks  vaguely  familiar  ,   but  still  VASTLY  different  from  the  rfa  chat  screen  she’s  used  to  .     ‘  you’re  looking  at  your  phone  like  ...  super  intensely  .  ’

[katsubou]

@existcd​ said:

“Good morning, hope you don’t mind me borrowing your shirt..” & “I made you coffee, did you want some Aspirin?” from ... mc :eyes:

     「 ☄️ 」 — “Mornin’...” She manages to echo, barely containing a wince at the volume of her own voice. Her head feels as if it’s stuffed full of cotton accompanied by an ache that had thankfully died down considerably since she first awoke. It didn’t feel like it was going to make her throw up anyway.

She grunts as she sits herself up, sheets pooling into her lap, belatedly noticing the chill that brushes over her skin. Ah... well... At least Mina looked cozy. She manages a weak and crooked smile in the other’s direction.

“Thanks... Both sound good right about now.” She rasps. “...Remind me to never drink again.”

[katsubou]

@normallcy ⦁ mina — ✧

           𝐒𝐌𝐒 ://  𝐌𝐂 → 𝐑𝐄𝐈𝐘𝐍  :  I would prefer you tell me these things in person, and…            𝐒𝐌𝐒 ://  𝐌𝐂 → 𝐑𝐄𝐈𝐘𝐍  :  Not inebriated? Were you drunk or something?            𝐒𝐌𝐒 ://  𝐌𝐂 → 𝐑𝐄𝐈𝐘𝐍  :  Odd. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you like that.            𝐒𝐌𝐒 ://  𝐌𝐂 → 𝐑𝐄𝐈𝐘𝐍  :  Also, I already read it, if it’s not obvious.

[ ✉ reiyn → mina ] : i me ssed u p [ ✉ reiyn → mina ] : i fu ck e d up so b a d  [ ✉ reiyn → mina ] : how do yo u dsitract yo rus elf so you don’ c ry in public//??

She wants nothing more than to crawl into a hole and die right now. Or at least be able to delete herself like how she wanted to delete those first few messages. A palm presses against an eye socket to staunch any remaining tears before she takes in a deep trembling breath and replying.

[ ✉ reiyn → mina ] : I’m sorry if I bothered you. I didn’t know who else to contact about it. [ ✉ reiyn → mina ] : But I’m fine now. [ ✉ reiyn → mina ] : I’m just waiting in a bathroom until my eyes stop being red and puffy.  

[katsubou]

✍if u want for mina uwu

Send me a ✍ and a character and I’ll draw the character horribly on MS Paint.» Selectively Accepting

@normallcy

Time to bust some kneecaps.

[heavenxpiercing]

@existcd​ said:

“we were hoping you could .. you know, get through to her.” she can hear the other speak to ichigo, even though she’s lying down on the infirmary bed, back to the two at the door. “she’s been non-communicative for… a week now, and the higher ups don’t want to place her on personal leave.” they’re still talking about her like she’s not even there, sends shivers of irritation down her spine but she doesn’t move. “we’re thankful for any help you can give us, kurosaki-kun.”

It sickened him how willing they all were to ask this of him. To use his relationship with her as a means of getting her to “ snap out of it ” despite everything she’d been through. All the hell she suffered through in that goddamn hellhole Kurotsuchi called his division. 

At the mention of ‘higher-ups’, he bristled. They couldn’t mean Toshiro or Rangiku-san, could they? No. Neither of them would even ask him for any of this. It had to be some other seat…or the 46 maybe. He didn’t know and he didn’t care. He wasn’t going to let them put her back out there for her to pretend to be fine when she so obviously wasn’t. 

Nevertheless, he nodded and the officers let him be. 

“ I’ll bet you’ve been wanting to deck those guys, huh? ” he could see the line of tension in her shoulders signaling her displeasure even as she faced away from him. He took a seat at her bedside. “ ‘m not gonna do anything they ask, just so y’know. ” 

She wasn’t the type to listen if she didn’t want to, but that would not keep him from speaking now. Aiko was still his little sister, memories or no and he wasn’t going to just let her think he’d do as ordered because it was inconvenient for them for her to be affected so. “You don’t own anyone shit after all that.”

Hell. 

That’s all Shinji had said about it. Like she’d been through hell. 

If he wasn’t so worried about her, he’d kill that clown faces bastard right then and there for what he’d done. He just might do it anyway when he was done here. Shinji would look after her---unlike anyone else here, he actually gave a damn about her. But... no... It would be selfish of him to abandon her yet again when she was suffering like this. It would be selfish to do that in her name when more than anything, it would serve no purpose other than alleviating his anger---if only slightly. 

He ground his teeth together as let his head fall against the wall. There was a question, bubbling at the back of his throat, but Ichigo wasn’t sure he could bear to voice it. Something he needed to know, but dreaded the answer to. “ Do you... ” He hesitated for a moment before his own lack of resolve angered him. ‘ You’re not a goddamn coward! ’ he seethed internally. “ Did it work? ”

[tclesnmirrors-moved]

@existcd​ asked: ♡ ♡

GIGI MY LOVE. I’m always ready to throw down some ships with you. Especially with the new OCs i got comin up

Send ♡ if you’d be interested in discussing a ship between our muses                                    | accepting

[viralmade]

@existcd​ bc I missed them from this post.

   “  jagiya .. “  he  says  quietly , pulling  her  just as  close  to  him. fingers gently run through  dark strands and he decides he’d fight all of her hypothetical evil ex boyfriends, as long as at the end of the day, after rehearsals or a show that when he came home, he could call her or talk to her and her heart would belong to him, and his hers.  he only smiles hearing that, though. “ ah , do you promise you’d only want me to be your valentine ? “ he’s only teasing, kind of.

[adoredhrt]

               maybe   a   date   at   a   restaurant   would   have   been   fancier,   flashier,   but   hope   also   likes   the   comfort   of   simply   coming   over   at   his   apartment.   with   the   apron   on,   she   cooks   him   dinner,   plating   the   food   perfectly   on   the   table   &   looking   at   him   with   a   smile.   ❛   i   made   all   your   favorites   .   .   .   i   just   stole   the   recipe   from   the   internet,   so   i   don’t   really   know   if   they’ll   taste   that   good,   but   ---   ❜   hope   makes   a   ta-da   gesture   with   her   hands.   ❛   dig   in   !   ❜

@existcd​   ♡   for   a   valentine’s   day   starter   !